Well, after Master got his blowjob from D - He came home in the morning - talked to me a little and went out again for the day with business associates.  We spent Friday night just hanging out and by Saturday He had forgiven me enough (though i know there still may be repercussions from the things i said) to go for a walk in the woods and take some naughty naked nature pics, had an incredible night Saturday and again on Sunday. i was wrong and made a mistake and didn't defend it - which is a big step for me - i always get defensive!  So i successfully submitted to His anger and we got through it!  Thank God - i will always be grateful i have Him in my life - i think i'd really be off the rails without HIm.

 

I'm feeling confident and secure in my submission. Like i don't have to be overtly submissive to express that part of me.  Overt submission has it's place but it's nice to feel still submissive when just doing ordinary things - regular life used to feel like a conflict but now it's like i'm settling into the role more comfortably and realistically.  When we play i can let it go to it's extreme end and at all other times it's still there but muted.

 

By the way, D's not gonna work out as a steady either it seems - she has some bad habits that mean we can't really trust her.  So we're keeping our eyes open for a couple to hang out with and see where that goes. :)