As the saying goes the good opportunity knock once, believe it or not! so make sure to catch it when it knocks your door. am i right? Its my birthday that time this year 2006, when my love and friends surprise me with a cake knocking at my door. i really dont have plans on my birthday. i dont even manage to freshen my self and make a smile that time, im a mess! but I'm really surprise! my tears fall down rapidly, another birthday of mine and yet nothing to say as my accomplishment. that time I'm just I'm reading and searching jobs in Internet when they knock. naturally loneliness and self pity because i don't have have job, and yes I'm broke! Im not used of staying home, i mean not really on the go. I love the idea of working as career woman and i always love to write and read. i wish make a career on this!
Ever since i was young i write my journal, i love writing in any way. when i grow up i develop more interest in writing even i don't have proper education as a writer, but i really love to write, i collect books, all kind of informative book, i read a lot but I'm not a kind of "nerd" I'm just wide a reader, i remember in my younger years writing about love, hate, self pity, , defeat, broken dreams, wild experience, friendship, family matters, and my personal journal thanks God i have my husband loving me and supporting me. But I'm not use of my pocket empty of my own earned money. As they ask me to blow the candle, i look around and found out that everybody are there in front of me waiting for my wish and blow. And I closed my eyes, I say my prayer and thank God for continuous blessing My family and friends and a short wish from the bottom of my heart and blow the candle, and the time goes by.. we eat some cake and go to sleep when its already fast 12mn almost July 28,im not 5 years old or younger I'm 29 now.. we all go to our room and sleep, me i go to sleep straight, i don't know why? i just felt that i need a long sleep... and the clock start to alarm!!!!! wake up its time wake up! my mobile says, a few text messages from family and friends greetings of happy birthday, few phone calls, which really gives me energy, i don't know why? but the most important call aside from my mom is my friend asking me to write on their magazine. i was shaking that time, i said yes, i think but i don't hear my voice and again i said yes, my friend was really serious and send me the writing reference promptly, when she doesn't know i had the interest in writing, what a coincident, ha?

But today, I am stay home, tired of competing with those most younger one in corporate world. i found another way to entertain my self and my pockets, I contribute in local magazine, my first article is already out in the market. well honestly, i cant explain the feeling of happiness, the contentment of what I'm doing. the opportunity to express ideas and help enlighten the readers mind in some issues. i don't mind my back pain and my tired eyes as much as the ideas keep coming into my mind. sometimes i really want to take a rest but the inspiration keep me going and going.. isn't that great after my long long dream finally come true.