Just wanna post and share what I feel for this someone. My Ex-girlfriend.
Here in SoulCast, its one way of releasing the burdens and feelings we wanna expressed.
Still remember my ex-girfriend.
I still love her until now!
I dunno how long will I take it....*sigh*
I already have a GF right now and we're having a good time.
But not as good as my ex.
Its been a long 1 year and 9 months passed and yet my feelings for her never ceased.
I want her but she already has a BF.
Wonder if she's having a good time and being take cared of.
Once happened to me, I mistakenly thought a girl crossing the road was my ex.
I hurriedly get off the bus and ran after her.
Calling her and she never look back on me.
So I grab her hand and asked if we can talk.
To my surprise, a big mistake.
Until now I never enjoyed having a relationship as good as on her.
I dunno how to ask my present GF about this but I don't wanna hurt her.
She might have wrong interpretations of what I'm going to say.
It's the feeling of having a fast processor PC and you get used to it.
Now you're using a slower one...and not enjoying it.
We're almost like a couple back then!
Our classmates, professors, parents thought we would end as married couples.
But it wasn't.
We all had many experiences.
Good, bad, memorable, sad, funny, romantic, passionate, erotic, quarrels, etc...
I missed those experiences with her.
I missed her kiss, caress, warm hug and how much she loved me.
As of now, no one had ever replaced her in my heart.
A piece of her is still attached on my heart.
I'm having troubles with my present GF.
I love her but not as much as I do with my ex.
Comparing my love for her and for my present, my ex is something I can't forget.
Something I can't forget to love and think of her.
How can I forget her?
How can I find someone that I will really love as much as I did on her.
How can I explain this to my GF?
My ex can't go back co'z she already has a BF.
I guess she's having a great relationship with that guy.
I feel so alone even I'm with my girl.
The spark of romance that we had, could create fire.
The romance I'm having now, couldn't even create a spark.
To think, I'm not ready yet to have a relationship.
I still love my ex.
I want her back.
But how?
I'm waiting for nothing?
Mr_RiGhT
mr_right14 posted on Sep 13, 2006
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SoulCastMistress said on Sep 15, 2006....
ikaw talaga!!! bakit ka naman nkipag-relasyon kung mahal mo pa pala ung isa...? :-)
anyway... i think it would be better if you give up on your current relationship so you can sort out your feelings...
if you and and your ex ended your relationship in a bad way, i think that you'll have a hard time getting her back...
if you need anymore of my nonsense advice, i'm just around... :-)
*hugs*
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mr_right14 said on Sep 15, 2006....
Thanks for the hug...
Yeah I've talked to my present GF and have a li'l conversation.
Not talking about the split up or anything or about my ex.
But I told her that I need time to be alone.
A cool off in short, we did'nt fight or quarrel or something.
A time for me to think and clarify things going around me.
There's also one thing!
Another girl that I enjoy to be with when having some gigs, parties and night-outs.
We're sweet but it's my nature.
A sweet friend, caring and loving but no relationship attached.
Sadly, this girl I'm not so being.....I'm not carrying myself but she's in-love with me.
I did'nt notice it.
Even knowing I have a GF.
Oh my...
I'm in a web and another web.
I'm trapped!
Waaaaaa!
Mr_RiGhT
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sigroid75 said on Sep 19, 2006....
hi mr right!!! how ru?
u know, i think u r being unfair to ur current gf.
take some time off and sort out through your feelings.
remember, love isn't about just feelings, love is
a decision.
i think u have to decide somehow, whether to continue
living in the past and to move on. if you decide to move
on, then please don't compare your current gf with the
last one. u'll both just end up being unhappy.
may God grant u wisdom as u make ur decisions.:-)
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mr_right14 said on Sep 19, 2006....
I already thought of that, being unfair to my gf.
We still communicate each other by texting or calls though not much the same when we started our relationship.
Don't know how to tell her that we should stop.
I dunno...I love her and don't wanna hurt her feelings.
But I guess its the right thing.
What do you think sig?
I confess or leave what we are having now?
We don't talk much about our relationship nowadays but a simple greetings.
I guess she's getting comfortable with it.
I want her to feel comfy and by the time I'll confess, it'll not be much of hurting her feelings.
P.S. I'm not actually hoping for my ex to come back. Maybe I'm not yet ready to have a new relationship.
What I'm looking for is a spark of love that will never cease once we go into a relationship.
Not like what happened to my present.
Mr_RiGhT
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SoulCastMistress said on Sep 20, 2006....
hmmm...
i think you may be ready for a new relationship... the problem is that, you have not yet met THE ONE.
that spark that never ceases is quite hard to find... you're doing the right thing, by the way... you're waiting it out and getting to know your state of heart. :-)
and as for the other girl, as long as she doesn't make the moves on you, i guess it's okay. butif you feel that the girl is getting clingy, i suggest you distance yourself from her. girls tend to be so sensitive towards a guy's sweetness... they (or we) easily fall for a little thoughtfulness here, and a little lambing there...
am i making sense? lol
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mr_right14 said on Sep 21, 2006....
Thanks SoulCastMistress!
Yes I'm looking for a genuine love.
As of now, I have a li'l problem.
My girl keeps holding on.
I never texted her nor called her.
Though there's a rumor that I'm having an affair with someone she know.
And that girl knows that I have a GF and even know who it is.
They both cling on me.
I just keep silent.
I dunno.
That girl, I'm just sweet and thoughtful to her.
She has a BF and that guy wants to come back.
But this girl declined because of me (daw).
I need to do something about this before my genuine love comes.
Mr_RiGhT
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totally_cd said on Sep 25, 2006....
i already told you my payong kapatid.
kung wah epek, subukan mong pakoryente sa 200mA para matauhan ka.
you are too young to feel that way. didn't you know na di natutuloy ang first love? been there done that.
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mr_right14 said on Sep 25, 2006....
hahaha!
First love?
Why did it come to your mind?
It's not that...
I'm entangled you know.
I want to stop my present relationship.
We've already talked about it and now we're just friends.
But she still have high hopes on me.
Yet there's this another girl. *sigh*
Mr_RiGhT
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totally_cd said on Sep 26, 2006....
nag join ka na ba sa starstruck?
grabe! pasado ka don. remember na puro boys classmates at coworkers ko so i am familiar with your drama!
sigh sigh pa daw! tsienes tsienes!
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mr_right14 said on Sep 26, 2006....
Starstruck?
Naku talo pogi points ko dun at hindi me madrama no!
I'm true to my feelings and I'm really frank.
Tsienes ka jan hehehe.
Sige ka halikan kita jan!
Mr_RiGhT
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totally_cd said on Sep 26, 2006....
tsuba tsuba naman!
kaya dumarami problem mo eh!
mwah!
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mymave2006 said on Sep 27, 2006....
ang galing naman in-love ka pa rin sa kanya till now........
Ako kaya, mahal pa ba ako ng aking ex boyfriend? Naku married na pala ko,faithful tayo....... kung talagang you were meant for each other then that will happen, if not then you are not meant for each other( tama ba nasabi ko??????)nahihilo yata ako......
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Lioness said on Oct 11, 2006....
hi.. know wat, you should get over your past before moving to another relationship.. it's unfair to keep your gf hoping you love her, but you have someone else in mind. If you don't have the courage to tell your ex you still love her... the best thing to do is: MOVE ON!!!
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mr_right14 said on Oct 11, 2006....
She has a BF now and I guess she's happy and probably they'll get married soon.
Hmm yeah I still love her.
Not like what we had, but the moments we'd shared...oh man.
We're almost like a couple and its hard to live without someone you spend 5 yrs of your life with.
I already MOVED ON.
But I'm not ready yet to have a relationship.
Lots of things to take care of and full of responsibilities.
Someday someone will come and take my heart.
Mr_RiGhT
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Lioness said on Oct 12, 2006....
"Things are not what they seem to be" as the saying goes. She must be one angel of a girlfriend! Lucky her! But you will have your luck as well. I wonder what might have caused your break-up. Good luck to you!
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mr_right14 said on Oct 13, 2006....
Thanks Lioness.
Despite of the fury of your name as Lioness, but the charm; I can feel it.
Mr_RiGhT
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Lioness said on Oct 14, 2006....
Hehe... I noticed, I have mentioned the word "luck" thrice previously. It was heartily meant :-) It must be hard having to break up (can you teach me how?? -- without so much fuss) from a relationship. tnx
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Lovelight said on Oct 14, 2006....
Hello mr_right! I think finding "another" was what you do after the break up. Normally, solution is what we look for in every problems that come our way... and on you part, having a new gf was the only resort. i disagree with it, for what 's happening with your present relationship is the consequence of it. you are both unhappy! For now, end your relationship with your gf, be brave! and get back to her when you realize you love her.if you realize you don't, find another later, when you are sure you can live the past behind.
Good luck! =)
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mr_right14 said on Oct 19, 2006....
Lioness
Oh I'm not good at it.
You know I hate breakups.
Even if I want it or the girl wants it.
I don't wanna see a girl crying because of pain in her heart.
The best way is to talk about it with your partner like what I did.
Lovelight
No, actually I wasn't looking for another one.
I'm enjoying my life as a single and meet new friends.
That time, since I'm pretty much a caring and loving guy who has this charm and make the girl so comfortable with me.
I never knew she fell in love with me.
Plus the sweet words I told her made her more deeply in love.
She thought I was courting her and then one time, that's it...we're on!
It's a very long story, I dunno why my friends fall.
Specially from work, oh my.
All I know is I care for them and show them that they're my treasures.
They say I'm so sweet that were misinterpret.
That's how I am!
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Lioness said on Oct 22, 2006....
Hmmm, it's great to be back. I guess you're right, things should be discussed and talked about especially that there are the two of you in a relationship.. thanks...
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mr_right14 said on Oct 23, 2006....
I'm back!.... for a while...
SoulCast made big improvements but some problems came out.
Notification... the most important thing.
How will someone know that a new comment were posted?
I can't track all the posts I've read and commented.
Now I'm lost.
I seldomly visit this site now coz I'm working on a new website.
It's not a blog but a site for flash games or online games.
About the relationship, well talking to your partner is a must.
Communication makes the relationship stronger or solve and lessens the problems.
If your hurt and wanna cry, will you let it out or pretend that it was fine?
Crying is one way of easing out the pain. (It also cleanses your eyes)
That would be the same with talking or communicating with someone.
Spilling out all you wanna say but not in foul words or that will cause more troubles.
I've learned a lesson.
Too much sweetness will lead to diabetes hahaha LOL.
Just kidding..
"Too much sweetness to a friend can lead to affairs and unexpected relationships."
Hmm, I still have this question.
Am I that so sweet that can make a woman fall in love without any intentions?
I'm just being a friend.
Oh man....
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Lioness said on Oct 24, 2006....
I had the same problems at Soulcast, to be honest. I just kept bugging Soulcast_Help (hehe). Until well, I had to shift from IE to Firefox, and here I am. Yes, there are no more notifications :(, but you can keep track by clicking "My Conversations" tab. (That's what I've been doing since this "improvements" began). Hurrah!
You're right, communication is the BEST way to solve whatever differences there is. The question is, what if he does'nt listen, insisting on what he believes in????
They say too much of everything is bad. I guess that also includes being sweet to a person, to the point that your intentions are misinterpreted. But if you say it is but natural for you to become sweet, then I suppose you are just being yourself, and YOU become the victim of unwanted relationships. (LOL). Speaking for myself, I have certain limitations as to the "sweetness" of a guy friend. I mean he can't be more sweet than a boyfriend!!! If it goes to that level and he hasn't mentioned anything, treating all of us that way, I presume he is just being himself. But mind you, we women are fond of affection and attention. So if you lavish us more than expected, well, naturally, the girl falls for you, adding to good looks, hmm.. you're the man! LOL
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