do you think pheromones work? well heres my quick story. i went to an adult toy party. i bought some and some arousal cream.  i didn't put any one until last night - i had taken a shower with some lemon soap, but on some cream, and then put on the pheromones oil.  my step son walk past me and was like what is that smell, and i was like does it stink, and he was like no just strong - so i thought i was just the combo of the 3 scents that hit him since i just got out the shower. so i go to my husband and asks if he can smell it cause i would hate to feel like some little boy is picking up on my 'sexual' scents. and my husband is like yes, and i'm trying to get more details out of him without telling him what to say --- like you stink to me or you smell sexy or something -- but nothing... so i move on and wonder if he'll just want to cuddle in my scent when we go to sleep, but nothing.

 

so this morning i wake up , and look at the bottle and i'm like shit i spent 30 bucks on it, i'll just wear it as a part of my  routine.  so i put it on.  the guy and i have a quick breakfast but no closeness cuase of the location. so later at work IMs me and say he wants to do lunch at the thai place, which is in the cut and is cozy. we sit beside each other and he leans in to kiss my cheek or neck, i'm not sure and he goes crazy saying what's that smell. and i'm like huh?!?!? cause i had completely forgot i put on the pheremones oil. and he's sniffing in my neck like a dog, and i'm cheesing cause i'm like it does work, but then i'm like shit, it working on the wrong person technically, so now what do i do?

 

so before this lunch date, we were like things were 'maturing' cause we were getting routine, but really every week there is a day were we discover something more and new about each other. sure 3 months might seem short, but for this, it should be long enough to say play time is over and let's move on but there is no moving on. tomorrow we are getting a room in the afternoon -- the guy keeps asking me what time and day do you want to meet, and i keep telling him wed or thur at 3pm either day.. so i figure he wants me alone bad, so hmmm i put in a plug for some bling.  i got an emotional pick me up earlier, i could use a material pick me up now.

 

more on the hotel tomorrow.