I dont know what to do
I dont know why I write
I just started typin this
it somehow.. just felt right


I need some guidance lord
cause Im so confused right now
I couldnt even say why
much less.. to tell you how

Im lonely but I think I need her
how -can- I tolerate this
its only her... I ever miss...

I think she knows
but she just watches as it goes
I think she hears
not calming my incessant fears

my heart is conflicted lord
I need some guidance from above
some answers....



no...
I dont need answers
I dont care why
all I know is I can only sigh
when I think of her face
when i think of her voice
fate can afford me no such choice
Ive seen the end in this silly book
Ive seen it and its a bright outlook
if only she would see it too
Im sure that she would come on through


please
angel
please
baby
please my precious beautiful lady
please dont give me another maybe
I long for you
you want it too
so why am I still here?

still writin my fears......
how many tears?



>_<