I can almost see it
That dream I am dreaming
But there's a voice inside my head saying
"You'll never reach it"

Every step I'm taking
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking

But I gotta keep trying
Gotta keep my head held high

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes might knock me down
But no, I'm not breaking

I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm gonna remember most, yeah
Just gotta keep going

And I, I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on

'Cause there's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb, yeah!

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Somebody's gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb, yeah!

Keep on moving, keep climbing
Keep the faith, baby
It's all about, it's all about the climb
Keep the faith, keep your faith, whoa

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i did poorly yesterday on my barbecue business. i only sold half of what i'm selling. they closed the gates of the hospital where i sell my barbecue and well.... 80% of my sales depends on that hospital...

 

i asked one of the people that worked on the hospital why did they closed the gates? he said it was becuase some people that doesnt work on that hospital are going through that gate..

 

wtf..

 

it's a damn hospital!!! what if there was an emergency???!??!?!!

 

people were mad... all the vendors are mad... we depend on selling our stuff from that hospital students and employees... even the doctors and nurses and students were mad... they have to go to the main entrance which is on the other side. i mean the back gate was a short cut...

 

are the people who makes this goddam rules stupid or something???

 

i'm really tired of figuring out why the stupidness of people exist in the world...

 

i have  fucking head ache today...

 

add that we have anotehr family drama in the family again...

 

i dont wanna think about it.. it hurts my head more...

 

sometimes i think of giving up... giving my dreams... my plans... giving up for fighting for my own hapiness...

 

i feel like the universe has given up on me... so why keep on fighting???

 

why don't i just give up on life??? just belike everybody else... join the rat race.. live the life of what i am expected to live...

 

just be a boring person...

 

just be someone that gives up... live life as if someone is just dragging me through everyday...

 

the only problem is...

 

i'm not like that...

 

i'm not the type of person that just let my life pass me by....

 

when i give up school i gave up something in me...

 

i gave up living a life that would make people happy except me...

 

and goddamit that's the only thing that i would give up!!!

 

they said that climbing a mountain is hard and tiresome...

 

you just enjoy a minute when youre on top...

 

but you remember the hardships you made along the way...

 

and this is one of them.. i know i would think of somehting else to turn this luck around... i mean i can give this business and think of something to earn money... i would fight hard for my dreams and my plans...

 

goddamit i would not give up...

 

that felt good...

 

 

my mountain maybe big and hard to climb...

 

but i'm gonna get there no matter what...

 

 

 

 

 

keep on blogging!!!