I'm gonna apologize first off, because I just realized that I am a 'fair weather soulcaster' as the saying goes... and I am really disliking that about me and it is at the very top of my to do list to fix!
I feel shit, I really do, I'm in an analyzing mode..
self realizations?
whatever they are, they don't feel nice.. but I feel them, and I feel bad, because I really don;t want to be a 'fair weather soul caster' I want to give back to you good people, what I have taken from all of you in my time here,
I want to come here, because I want to check in on everyone, and give something
not because I need to thrash out my latest life's dilema... I'm feeling unbalanced..
I'm taking far more than I am giving...
and once again..in my own crazy way, I have taken from you...and given little more than a few seconds entertainment,
because I forget what I came here to moan for! :-) lol... see, I'm smiling now, just from writing this.. :-D yeah, great big grinny kinda smiling :-D
thank you soulcast, for accepting me, no matter what,
and thank you dauntless, for making me realize just how precious life is.
god these self realizations...really are not pleasant!
anyways.. I did have something to come here and whine about! but I forgot what it was :-) so I'm going ...going.....gone :-)
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destinydiva posted on Jun 28, 2009
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destinydiva said on Jun 28, 2009....
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moonriver said on Jun 28, 2009....
so what's your point, my friend? lolsometimes i'm a fair-weather soulcaster too.but i don't see anything wrong with that.in my case, during stormy weather, my internet access often conks out.there. i just got myself an alibi for being so inaccessible at times, haha.at this moment i got something new to whine about:i should really teach jiggy the proper way of washing dishes, so i won't have to redo all of it again. grrr. lol -
destinydiva said on Jun 28, 2009....
{{{{{{{{{{{just popping out of lurking mode...to do this.... }}}}}}}}}}}}
mr river...
((((((((((((((((((((((((((huge hugs & :-D's my friend :-) ))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
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moonriver said on Jun 28, 2009....
errr... you do have a tendency of overdoing things, my friend.i'm sure it's because of your overflowing enthusiasm for life.i'm glad you're making the most of married life, catching up on happiness... :-)((escapes from destiny's overpowering hug, sheepishly says hi to dauntless)) -
Hegemone said on Jun 28, 2009....
I think we all go through fair weather soul casting mode, so don't feel it's just you. Also, I really never viewed you as a fair weather soul caster ... so, lol, don't worry about that. Sometimes we need to just come here to get it out, even if that's all we have time for, and then move back to our daily lives until the next time we can't take it anymore or maybe manage to have time, even if that's a long time in between. So stop worrying and just continue being your great 'ol self, kay? -
RollingC said on Jun 28, 2009....
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scipio said on Jun 29, 2009....
Today is the first day for the rest of your life.Fair or foul weather - it's always a pleasure to hear from you. -
wolfafterurazz said on Jun 29, 2009....
Well now seems SoulCast has done it's job HUH took a frown and turned it upside down.........................thats what friends are for.............Kizzez & Huggs ~WOLF~ -
diabolicdame said on Jun 29, 2009....
Nothing wrong in being a fair weather soulcaster.. and you have not taken from us more than you have given! hehehe.. that sounds so funny.. lol.. now what were you going to moan about? :-) -
mixednuts said on Jun 29, 2009....
Just your being here is wonderful and a gift!
Soulcast is a great place because you are a part of it!
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UnicornForm said on Jun 29, 2009....
Love mmakes it thru thick and thin and I dont mind hearing of daily beatings from society and other areas of life but keep on smiling because happiness is contagious to!! and i just sneezed happy all over your blog :) -
CreativeWoman said on Jun 29, 2009....
On the other hand, I tend to drag SC through most of my own storms...sigh...
I'm the better for it because of the community here. Is that selfish of me?
CW
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gingersoul said on Jun 29, 2009....
Anytime, Des, anytime...:-)
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