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These are a few of my most hated things...

Edriisxe posted on Jun 26, 2009 | views: 101 | Tags: interesting-post, them, hello, tag, Heart, self-aware

I've planned it. I'm going to do it.

I'm going to list all the bad things that anyone has ever said to me, write them large on printer paper, and place them over my bed.

I'm gonna do it. I just wanna cry so bad.

One of my best friends is going back to Germany, she was an exchange student.

I'm not bitching about leaving the party at 11PM!! I'm bummed that she's leaving and I can't get over it. CUT MAE SOME FUCKING SLACK! Have sympathy for once! Understand me, or listen to me at least once in your life!

After this wall is complete, maybe my parents will start listening. I bet if I become somewhat rebellious, they will pay attention, or leave me alone, either way, there's going to be a small amount of happiness for once in the longest time. The last time if ever sparked was when my parents first let me leave for with the school to Washington in middle school. I was only happy because I was leaving them...

I'm tired of it. Everything they say is true. I've realized. I don't speak to them when they argue, because they're right. I'm wrong. Always. Every moment I try to speak to defend myself, they have something to say that contradicts that or they say I have an attitude or I'm wrong or it makes no sense.

My list is still filling in my head, but this is what I have so far...

  1. Ungrateful
  2. Self-esteem
  3. Attitude
  4. Naive
  5. Addictions
  6. Laziness
  7. Hate
  8. Self control
  9. Mind
  10. Eyes
  11. Thoughts
  12. Beliefs
  13. Love
  14. Weakness
  15. Habits
  16. Communication
  17. Happiness

These are all the things wrong with me. Some don't make sense here, but to me, they mean a lot.



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  • ABOVE_TOP_SECRET said on Jun 26, 2009....
    Sad, but very interesting post.
  • Hegemone said on Jun 26, 2009....
    Well Edrii, I can't tel you what's right or wrong because I don't know you well, but just try not to be TOO hard on yourself.  It never hurts to have a little self reflection and see what might need work and what really doesn't, so keep that in mind ... some parts may not need much or any improvement, others may just need to learn to accept it.  I wish you the best of luck in making any changes you embark on, I'm sure you'll come through with flying colors.  You've got a lot of determination.
  • anonymous said on Jun 27, 2009....
    Hello, I am Ruth!
    How are you ? hope you are fine and in perfect condition of health.Please I went through your profile at () and i read it and took interest in it,please if you don't mind i will like you to write me on this ID(ruthwillam@yahoo.com) as soon as i get your mail then i will send you my picture,hope to hear from you soon,and I will be waiting for your mail because i have something VERY important to tell you.
    Lots of love please COM to my ID OK(ruthwillam@yahoo.com)
    Ruth!
  • Edriisxe said on Jun 27, 2009....
    Hegemone: Thank you for the luck. I was thinking last night while looking at my walls. I'm not 100% sure I want to look at everything I fail at in life. I might find another approach that posting them on my wall.
     
    Ruth: What scares me the most about you is that you have my mothers name. She's what's making everything so hard. Thank God you don't have the same email as her. Plus, the fact that you're anonymous. Plus, you sound like one of those fake cyber things.
  • Balefish said on Jul 04, 2009....
    Edrii... Ruth sounds shady. lol. dont trust that.

    You sound like you are taking your issues and trying to deal with them in a good way. Most people take all the bad things people say about them and just throw them away. Which IS good to a point. But you also have to take things to heart sometimes, and better yourself. Its hard to know when to ignore, and when to take to heart, but... I think you can figure it out. You seem like a smart girl.
  • Edriisxe said on Jul 05, 2009....
    Thank you so much. I'm doing okay with everything right now. I have my MAJOR up's and down's. But I pray to be better in the long run. Thank you for such kind and meaningful words. And your insight of Ruth. lol

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