He has just told me he's giving up on having an affair with a wonderful woman, whom he loves true. He realized that the situation could only get complicated as it's always been difficult for them to stay together. I feel sorry about what happened. I couldn't give the right comforting words to explain to him how events in our lives suddenly become inevitably hard to fight for.
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She is currently having trouble dealing with her past. True love haunts her still and the memories she holds true keeps coming back, realising this person will always be the love of her life. Sad truth is that they could never be together. In her mind, it would be better off living their lives apart. It's the only way, otherwise there will be too many conflicts. Now, she's trying so hard to leave her pain and move on.
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Boy loves girl. Girl loves boy. Boy leaves. Girl moves on. He still loves her. Girl fell out of love. Boy lost hope, moved on, meets a new girl. Our Girl realizes he still loves him. She tells him. He gets angry. Why? They found out they love each other still. Conflict, the new girl. She won't let go. He's learned to love her too. End of story? Our girl suffered from heart drain. Great depression. Mended pain. Got up. Moved on with her life.
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She has already ended an affair with a good man, whom he loves true. She realized that the situation could've gotten complicated as it's always been difficult for them to stay together. I feel sorry about what happened. I couldn't give the right comforting words to explain to her how events in our lives suddenly become inevitably hard to fight for. Yes, there are two people who share the same story.
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They have found true love. He proposes marriage to her. She wants to say yes. She told him she'll think about it. She won't settle for love alone. She's afraid to make mistakes, again. Now, her thoughts are derranged. Confused. How long could he wait?
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He cheated on her. She has hurt. He's sorry about what he's done. He begged for her to come back. She loves him. She's forgiven him. He cheats again. She loves him too much. She forgives him. Only this time, she lets go.
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She has a wonderful relationship with her love. A bit of a problem, is great distance. He lives in neverland. She lives in point blank. I have hope for this love to survive, to withstand the toughest blows, until they see each other again.
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Still, a long distance affair. This time, along with differences: race, beliefs, priorities. But their hearts. They love each other dear that respect has to take place, allowing each person to grow and fulfill their dreams, apart, in the real world. They never gave up but never promised to give in again. It was a hard decision to make, letting go of someone you love. By far the most complex story I'll never forget.
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I'm trying to measure up a good lesson learned from all these stories. Life and love goes on. I know we all have crashed and died for love sometime in the past. Or maybe that we suffer the dilemma at present. Reality is that love, whichever way you try to define it, will never suffice the idea of a happy ending. It'll always be a narrow hill of ups and down, a huge rollercoaster of good and bad events. Love actually does f***ing hurt. And it hurts good, because the more you fight and stand for it, the more it makes love true. That's pretty much when the love thrills start to be a little overwhelming. It seems like love, is a drug, that lures you to want more of the drama. But then again, when the reasons have all been fought, and you're getting tired, and you feel that love keeps on slipping off your hand, it's always time to let go. Never confuse loving with resisting jadedness. When it all falls down, you got to accept it. The downside we may think, is that we're missing important people in our lives. But the truth is, love will stay the same no matter what. IT will stir the beauty of our souls forever. Like it or not, these events would only make us smile, surely, as we remember them. IT teaches great wisdom to the wise. To love is to be happy, for we shared a part of us, our hearts, unconditionally to the most special people we'll always cherish. Believe in your feelings. Trust in love. Have faith in your hearts. But then again, this is just my philosophy. You can always - well - curse on love and leave, if you want to. And there it goes again, to get you. ;P
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Darn crazy love. Amen.