• pusscat said on Jun 25, 2009....

  Wow andora!  Like you say, why on earth don't the health experts make us more aware of these things?  It really annoys me and does make me wonder if once again, it isn't all down to money.  Look how much money the pharmecutical companies make with their 'cure for this' and 'cure for that'.
  
  I saw the programme some years ago about the young Australian that put the bacteria into himself until those old baffoons would listen to him (I can't remember his name either).  I mean people used to die from ulcers, my dad nearly died when 2 burst at the same time!  Before the discovery of the bacteria unfortunately.  Luckily for me, as I suffer with heartburn, I have been tested for this bacteria but I bet there are millions who haven't.
  
  A very good informative post.  That injury of yours sounded awful, so painful.
  

• andora said on Jun 26, 2009....

  nice to hear from you pusscat
  
  2007 to 2009 was a dying period for me
  
  everything I thought that I knew was displaced with an acute awareness of my personal Will and how a very vital part of me wanted to simply die
  
  this explains why I was screaming at the top of my lungs at "the living dead"; quite literally, I had been holding space with a dead part of myself that was firm in its position that there was no use in trying. As this disease progressed, it was like this apathetic part was gaining weight (literally and figuratively). When they found a mass below my stomach, I really thought my body wanted to kill me, so I made peace with my body by asking forgiveness for having harbored a death wish, a literal death wish that was in a state of denial. I always thought suicide was ridiculous - it turns out that my strong feelings against this were so very strong bc I was in denial of my own suicidal tendencies for a lifetime.
  
  Now, funny enough, as soon as I found out that my malady was a simple bacteria and that all of my organs were in perfect condition I came out of my grave and am recovering from a simulated death that opens the doors to my future of perfect health.
  
  I've decided to record my process with a series of movies that show the before and after
  
  andora as a zombie, straight out of the grave -- and the andora that emerges from the wonders of juicing grasses. Now, I have everything set up, the forest camp where I will be living off of juiced grasses is mercifully remote and beyond beautiful. Its a good place to be reborn.
  
  I appreciate your comment and glad you are very aware of what's going on in the health department.
  
  aloha
  

• andora said on Jun 26, 2009....

  as far as the money train goes in regard to big pharma, I agree!
  
  for years I saw that the biggest selling health aids on tv adds were antacids...of course I thought that the culprit was the American diet, and it is to an extent, but now that I know about pi-Lori, I want to get the word out
  
  your comments will keep this issue alive
  
  again, mahalo
  

• pusscat said on Jun 26, 2009....

  It really is wonderful to see the real you.  I would often see your comments on people's posts with just the right words just when they were needed and I knew you were a woman with a good heart.  It's such a shame you had to go through so much suffering before but, then again, I guess these things we go through are what makes us, us :-)
  
  Recording the process is a marvellous idea!  I'm really pleased that you were able to come out the other side of this stronger than ever :-)
  

• andora said on Jun 27, 2009....

  it is good to be witnessed by you pusscat
  
  of course I crave intimacy, and it isn't something one can just pull out of their arse in an instant, even though I attempted to do that and was choking on my own projections
  
  my integration process has an open heart to the reflections of denial, I own everything that affects me,,, to the point of knowing that I am clawing my way out of hell after lifetimes of shitola. disappointment was deep in my bones and crying was the best medicine, the only medicine. At that time my daughter was 17 and all of her friends wondered how i effortlessly maintained a six-pack (rippled muscular abs).I always got a kick out of telling them that I cryed all the friggin time.
  
  today, these days, years later...it is the rage that is rising for integration and I am in a fever with it all, so you're words of love were definitely medicine pussykitty :D
  
  aloha
  

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