I've known for some time now that I'm a submissive. At first I thought there was something wrong with me. That is until I met others like me, then I realized that maybe I wasn't wierd.. Maybe everyone else is. lol.. I've never been in a real D/s relationship. Not that I havent tried. I found a few websites for D/s.. but that went nowhere. The contacts that I got was either from wanna-be's or from really really old men. and all of them thought that they were gonna talk to me once and I was just gonna jump in bed with them. Wrong again. I made a few friends from that site, but nothing else. Well I finally found the love of my life, but he's not really into D/s. I've told him what I want and he's tried. But he's just not the Dominating type. But I still wouldn't trade him for anything. He's the love of my life, I can't imagine my life without him. Speaking of him... His ex lives in the same park as us. and I gotta tell you I cannot stand her.... She recently asked him to add her on his myspace so her daughter can send him messages. Well the kid is 6 and she cannot read a word.. let alone write. I think this is just a ploy to try to close to him again.