before i go on any further, lets just say i'm writing this after 2 somas..not at the same time of course..so if there are typos..forgive me. this really goes out to those 2 people.
We've been friends for 14 years..through thick and thin..we lost touch for a while because you moved out of state after the death of your baby.
You say there are hard feelings about me leavig our group. you say there are real feeling and real people involved. HOW THE FUCK do you think I felt when you did what you did? Are my feelings not real? Am I not a real person? I left the group/guild out of respect for our frinedship. You did not see me on this side of the computer. I believe I had a mini melt down. especially after you say this changes the way you and your wife see our friendship. I cried for about 10 minutes. Hubby asked me what was wrong and I could not speak for a couple of minutes.
Do you really want to throw away 14 years of friendship for some damn online game? i have done/said everything I can short of joining back. And pretty much you are telling me fuck you.That fucken hurts. I left becuase If I stayed there any longer, something would have been said either by you, me or hubby. ... so now I feel like an outsider even out of the game.
I have been self medicating..if you will to dull the pain of jpossibly losing you two and your children, an dthe one on the way.
Right now the game doesn't even seem to interest me So Hubby and I have decided to take a break from it. I have come to the realization ...and YOU ahve said it also. this fucken game isn't worth losing friends over... I'v realized right now..the stress and comepetataiveness isn't worth my friends.
chickencat posted on Jun 23, 2009
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Hegemone said on Jun 23, 2009....
Wow, well I'm so sorry that that scenario happened to you. It truly doesn't seem fair. People get too involved in certain things and lose sight of what's truly important. Also, it sounds like your friends were hurting and instead of stopping to realize that it wasn't right to hurt you, they went ahead and did it anyway. They'll suffer more in the end once they realize they can only deflect the pain for so long, it will come crashing down and they'll feel remorse. Until then, yes, withdraw yourself and let the wound begin to heal. I'm really so sorry that this happened to you. Losing a friend of that long is hard for anybody, any way it happens. -
chickencat said on Jun 23, 2009....
Thank you Hege....
I've come to realization, after many many discussions, that if my friends are going to tlet this ingame issue spill into real life, and sometimes its hard not to due to the time invested in the game, there's nothing I can do. They still speak to me, but I'm the one who initiates the conversations. I left the group/guild for the friendship..Even still I asked my friend something and he was like well, i feel abaondoned and let down by your leaving and there are some hard feelings... . Gessh I realize that..Like I said I have done/said everything-including I was sorry. So for the now, I'm not even playing the game. Not because of them, only because I realize this is the best thing for me. If they want to throw away a real friendship over a virtual game, then so be it. I can't really do or say much more. In the end though I think we will come through this. the hurt is raw right now.
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UnicornForm said on Jul 30, 2009....
Is this all over wow? I love it and all but i wouldent ruin freindships on it, what realm are yall in? jwwho ever would do that maybe is screaming help me throu..anger n what nnot...not sure just throwing out idears
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