SOOOO tired.
can't seem to sleep at night

well, last night i went to bed a little too late....but not as bad as some nights.

well, i woke up a few hours later,
the guy at home....

my exboyfriend is living with me still.....
my parents, my exboyfriend. and our three kids, and my sisters dog and cat are all living in a two bedroom house.......

not the greatest situation.

anyway, hereforth he shall be known as the guy at home.....

he woke me up, around 3am "weren't you gonna go get milk?"
well.....he drove me.....we went and got milk.....

we ended up talking in the car when we got back.

he's counting up the girls that are chasing him.

he's slept with 3 of them, if you count me.
which he was.

so, 5 girls.....(i don't count me even if he does)
are chasing my geeky, uncool, completely dorky ex boyfriend.

oh, he's cool in his own way, he's really quite an awsome guy.

he is in love with one of them.......
anyway, so he was talking about that.
we come in, i get in bed....he follows....
evidently expecting a romp.
well...of course i oblige him......i mean.....since we split up i have been just RAVENOUSLY horny.......
never been that way before....but now......my god.

ANYWAY......
so....i'm kissing him......like...everywhere, and he starts talking about how beautiful and cute she is....
and her perfect flawless skin....
etc. etc. etc.......
and then wonders why my countenance becomes the same as a limp dick.

hmmmmm, i WONDER.

anyway, we got it going again after that......i had a short cry first.

so...hmmm, why i'm posting this....cause i can i guess.