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being the older one...

queenparanoia posted on Jun 13, 2009 | views: 63 | Tags: siblings fight, rant, fighting
i want to punch my brother right now...
 
my younger 21 year old brother...
 
can i hurt him???
 
yes...
 
will i do it???
 
no...
 
i did not learn boxing so that i could punch anyone i want...
 
i learn it for self defence and exercise.
 
but seriously i want to punch him right now.
 
i dont care if he hurt me back.
 
his words hurts me more.
 
cant share it with you because it still hurts.
 
i just wish that he respects me...
 
i'm the older sister, i do alot for him.
 
i just wish he gave me the proper respect that i deserve...
 
but tonight i'm going to stop the shouting and trying to fight each other.
 
i'll force myself to be calm and reasonable, responsible older sister.
 
because i'm so fucking tired.
 
and right now i will not dwell on this...
 
i will let it go...
 
anger is an emotion needed to be felt but need to let go afterwards...
 
thank god for hbo!
 
we have "across the universe" right now...
 
nothing better than listening to the beatles after a shitty day...
 
i feel better afterwards...
 
 



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  • diabolicdame said on Jun 13, 2009....
    You're being very mature.. I'm proud of you! I'm the elder sibling too.. and I know what you're feeling.. but try to remember he actually does love and respect you.. kids just dont know how to show it sometimes.
  • queenparanoia said on Jun 13, 2009....
    diabolic: i dont know if he loves me after what he did.... those were mean diabolic... cant even share it... this is hard but i know i'll regret if i did punch him... i hate being the older one sometimes....
  • Hegemone said on Jun 13, 2009....
    Very good song to get you though this slump!  I'm sorry your brother said hurtful words to her, but you're shining through as a responsible older sister by not flying off the handle and beating his ass.
  • fragglesrock said on Jun 13, 2009....
    qp - keep in mind, boys mature much, much, much, much, much more slowly than girls and some just never really mature and remain asses. good of you for taking the high road.
  • queenparanoia said on Jun 13, 2009....

    hegemone: i know. it's hard to control myself somtimes but i know i have to.

    fraggles: oh i totally agree!!!

  • rmuxagirl said on Jun 14, 2009....

    anger is an emotion needed to be felt but need to let go afterwards...

    I think that was a awesome thing to read from someone.  You are right that we all need to feel anger, but we also need to let it go.  I understand how frustrating brothers can be.  I can only stay under 1 roof with my brother for 3 days before we fight and i mean fist fight.

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