reading my last post... i'm having a bad day...
and i'm trying so hard not show it...
i guess i'm getting good at faking it when i face my family...
but my day turned around during dinner...
before dinner my mind is occupied by my paranoid brain...
life has made a major punch on me. i fell down....
so deep that i don't know how to get up...
so i asked the universe, is this it?
am i just going to be like this?
would i ever get what is meant for me?
can't i be happy???
just thinking about it right now makes me sad...
then i went to eat dinner...
just a normal family dinner...
when we eat dinner the tv is always on. that way we watched the news and then discuss it as a family... it's quite funny sometimes because it drives my father crazy... especially when we talk about celebrities.
anyway, my father said he's going to a friend's house after dinner. his friend was a former military. i think he's a general or something...
my mother nag my dad about his appearance. i can't blame mother because sometimes father can be a slob.
my mother said, "before you go out brush your teeth first!"
then she turned to me and said, "did you know that the last time he brushed his teeth was last night?"
we laughed.
father got pissed off and took out his dentures and put it in his plate!!!!!!!
everybody said,
eeeeeeewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww
i saw my mother, my sisters and brother covered their eyes!!!
i laughed so hard i almost spit my food out!!!
oh what a sight i wish i had a camera!!!
that really shut my mother up and father laugh too!!!
i felt better afterwards...
my laugh was the medicine that cured my sadness...
make me realize that life is worth living...
i'm on the right track so i dont need to feel negative about this...
until now i still have the happy feeling... :-)
and now i'm thanking the universe for that...
keep on blogging!!!
p.s.
i'm so addicted to this song right now!!!
i love korean pop!!!



