Today has been a really weird day.  Last night I was supposed to go out with some friends who were driving through town on the way home from a graduation last night.  My friends (they are worthy of their own post but not today) ended up staying put last night so they did not come through until this morning.  I went to church today after having been absent for a few weeks and I have to say that I really enjoyed it.  I was horribly plugged up with allergies but overall I like church.  I really like the people there and there is always something that I can learn or do. 

I am in the middle of helping plan/run the VBS for this summer and it has been quite a challenge.  I have sort of been doing it when I get spare time but that has been few and far between these past weeks.  I have been busy with work and all of the summer preparations so I have not made as much progress as I would have liked.  I was also stopped and asked about some of the state teaching guidelines by one the parents. 

The thing about my grandmother still bothers me but I guess (like WishYouWereHere said) that some people find solace in making those preperations - making sure that things are taken care of.   People see it both ways but it still creeps me out.  If people (while still able) make their own funeral arrangements that is one thing.  I still feel wierd about it. 

Anyways, back to the main story....I can't do this.  This is just too much at the moment.  I will try again later.