Have you ever had that feeling that you know somewone for a live time but you only know him/her for a few months?
Well I have, It strange. Normaly it takes about a few months to trust somewone compleetly. Right?
Atlast I think that's normal..
But this guy, I trusted the moment I saw him. I don't regeret that.
Only I was scared, to be fooled again.
So I kept my heart closed, for the feelings he showed me.
Now, this day, this hour, this minute, second.. I'm sitting behind the pc and think about the question 'Why do I love him much?'
I just can't come up with it. Is that wrong?
I mean I just love him, he's cute, he cares, he's true, I trust him, he's funny, sweet. He's even jelauos,he worrys and misses me when I'm gone for only a day.
How will it be if I'm going to the navy, and be gone for days?
Or when he has to rap in some kind of place fare away from here, and he will be gone for days?
It's so funny, now I'm not heartless anymore, I feel all kinds of emotions.
When I couldn't he called me luficer, and now it's kind of my nick name, I think it was because I was mean. Now I opened up and everything is ok.
Only two months and it feels like a live time.
I love you baby.
