I've been up since 5 am. My stoopid mind won't stop thinking. I hate it when it wakes me up with it's conspiracy theories and nonsense! I had some pretty messed up dreams last night.
The one good thing is that I can watch my daughter sleep while I sit here with my laptop. It's always nice to see her at rest and take the time to appreciate the small changes that happen in her face as she lives and experiences life. Such small degrees of change that you might miss if you got busy.
We need to take her to her dad's later today, which means that drive to Napa and back. I don't really mind, but it does wear me out. And I come home to an empty room. Well, that, and the mess that she always seems to leave in her wake! ;)
Before that happens I need to do that mani/pedi that I was supposed to do last night. We got sidetracked, but I don't want her to think I forgot or am blowing it off. Maybe I'm just dreading black toenails. IDK.
It was my sister's birthday thursday, so on the way back I'm going to stop and drop off a small birthday present. I hope she will not have been drinking, but the odds are against it. She mentioned about starting the party last weekend and keeping it going for a week. (cringe) I'm considering giving her a call and seeing if she can meet me outside the house for a trip to the crafting store. (if she's not been drinking already)
Then home for an early evening. Which will only encourage my monkey mind problem to flourish. :( I need to sit down and think of a long term complex project that I can dive into to distract myself. Reading isn't an option until I get into the optomitrist for some reading glasses. And it has to be cheap so I can save my money for future travel adventures :)
