D/s and love?
I think it can happen i don't see why it can't, your Dom is the person in the world you should trust the most in the world, iv seen meny Masters and subs get married and still have the BDSM aspect in there lives.
My Master is also my boyfriend ... how ever this makes it very hard on me. I know my place as a sub i know how i should talk and act and i know what my oppinans are . As a sud if my Master was to take on another girl i would not care but as his gf i know in my heart it would bother me even though i dont tell him this i know its there. That isnt the only thing either ... iv never been in a relationship where i had to balance the two. some times i get caught between the two and i dont know what to do i dont know if i should want what i really want or what i know would make him happy.
he told me that my happines came first the other day but how can this be when me pleaseing him comes first ... in my mind he will always come first not me not my needs but him and his.
i love this man i think i do i really do its a new feeling for me iv liked before but iv never had this feeling before i always thought it nieve to think you can fall in love quickly i thought it was something you grew into i still do ... every time i talk with him i feel more and more devoted and in love with him.
some times he asks me my opinain on things and i will tell him what i think he wants to hear or what i know i should say as a sub, and he will stop me and ask me what i think as his GF ... honestly this pisses me off beacuse i know if i give him me real awnser i will sound foolish what if what i think as a sub out dose what i think as his gf?
what if it dosent matter what i want as his GF only what i want as his sub ... my sub side is so much more passionat anyway.
some times i just dont know what to do i was thinking about asking if we could be one or the other but i know i would miss the side i cut out, i love the way our realtionship is i just wish it wasnt so frustrating.
i asked him if it was hard for him to he said it wasnt im not suprised though hes much more put together then i am though i wish i knew more about what he was thinking i want to know what hes thinking. i want to know what he thinks of me most of all, i know he cares about me but i want to know more then that i want to know everything .
I think it can happen i don't see why it can't, your Dom is the person in the world you should trust the most in the world, iv seen meny Masters and subs get married and still have the BDSM aspect in there lives.
My Master is also my boyfriend ... how ever this makes it very hard on me. I know my place as a sub i know how i should talk and act and i know what my oppinans are . As a sud if my Master was to take on another girl i would not care but as his gf i know in my heart it would bother me even though i dont tell him this i know its there. That isnt the only thing either ... iv never been in a relationship where i had to balance the two. some times i get caught between the two and i dont know what to do i dont know if i should want what i really want or what i know would make him happy.
he told me that my happines came first the other day but how can this be when me pleaseing him comes first ... in my mind he will always come first not me not my needs but him and his.
i love this man i think i do i really do its a new feeling for me iv liked before but iv never had this feeling before i always thought it nieve to think you can fall in love quickly i thought it was something you grew into i still do ... every time i talk with him i feel more and more devoted and in love with him.
some times he asks me my opinain on things and i will tell him what i think he wants to hear or what i know i should say as a sub, and he will stop me and ask me what i think as his GF ... honestly this pisses me off beacuse i know if i give him me real awnser i will sound foolish what if what i think as a sub out dose what i think as his gf?
what if it dosent matter what i want as his GF only what i want as his sub ... my sub side is so much more passionat anyway.
some times i just dont know what to do i was thinking about asking if we could be one or the other but i know i would miss the side i cut out, i love the way our realtionship is i just wish it wasnt so frustrating.
i asked him if it was hard for him to he said it wasnt im not suprised though hes much more put together then i am though i wish i knew more about what he was thinking i want to know what hes thinking. i want to know what he thinks of me most of all, i know he cares about me but i want to know more then that i want to know everything .
