PAPERBACKWRITER posted on May 26, 2009
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Ugh, finally the peace of mind to start replying to SC comments, and everything is so slooooooooooooooooooooow. grrr
I still feel sluggish. It is that time of the month, I guess. What is frustrating I have the aches and the pains, but nothing is showing. I know I had planned months ago to see a gynaecologist but I am the empress in procrastination. Now with blood in my urine, ugh, I guess I cannot postpone it any longer. But since I don´t have any fever with the pain it could only be my menstrual cycle being stubborn. Stress prolongs the onset of the cycle, speaking from experience. Ugh, flooooooooooooooow, now, flow!!!!!!!
I can´t believe it is almost June already! I am not sure if I will greet the summer month with trepidation or with joyous celebration. It means so much this month of June. I cannot share yet because my head is pushing it at the very back of my subconscious because it is better that way! Well at least until the month is over, and then I will write it out in one BIG SIGH OF RELIEF, blah!
One good thing about all these waiting, I have done it before, and I know that waiting in a general sense is much, much better than having it all right away. Does that make sense to you?
One thing I have affirmed to myself in the last couple of months working sloooooooooooowly on a goal whether a conscious one or a subconscious one has much a sweeter taste of fulfillment.
[slowly breathes in and out, and watches as the wind outside blow through the trees and listens to it´s howling]
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queenparanoia said on May 26, 2009....
want some taho???? i drank some earlier... sarap... would make you feel better...
dont worry this feeling would pass....
ikaw pa??? ;-)
super woman ka ata!!!!
hehehhehehehheheh
relax ate papel.... and have piet massage your back if you have those nasty cramps...lol... ;-)
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PAPERBACKWRITER said on May 26, 2009....
Taho!!!! Sige po!!! LOL
I just woke up from my nap because Piet called, lol. He is asking what he should shop. :) I told him I was not feeling well, and he said I should relax... it is now 5 pm here if I relax more, I would not only crave for taho, I would look like taho, hahahahaha!
*muah* salamat, kapatid ((((((((((((huggies)))))))))))))))))
ate papel ~
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queenparanoia said on May 26, 2009....
paper: hmmmm taho!!! i think you should visit my latest post.... believe me mapapasmile ka... ;-) -
CayenneMan said on May 26, 2009....
Good to see you, hang in there you'll be fine. -
PAPERBACKWRITER said on May 26, 2009....
And good to see you too, dearest CM! :)
Have you seen this post? :D I would really love for friends to see it before it gets pulled down from the site :).
((((((((((((huggies))))))))))))
papergirl ~
p.s.
hope pluto is well <3 *muaaaaaaah*
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Hegemone said on May 26, 2009....
Paper, well, sorry to hear you're not feeling so well. I do hope that sooner or later you do get to the doctor and get things all checked up so you can be all ship shape! Can't have our Paperlady feeling down and out when she's got so much happiness to experience! I tend to like the slow blogging days. It's like taking a leisurely stroll with no particular end in mind, just enjoying the scenery along the way. ((((HUG)))) -
fragglesrock said on May 26, 2009....
paper - should i save the speech about getting yourself to the doc???? :) i do hope you will make your health a priority, i know how hard it is, as mom's we are always the last on the list and by then we are just so dang tired...sending good thoughts... -
PAPERBACKWRITER said on May 26, 2009....
*muaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah*
me favourite ladies!!!
(((((((((((((((((((((((heggiespaperfraggy)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
i am so bad with seeing a doctor, lol...if i an not writhing in pain, i will not go, lol...
...but yeah, :( being a mom, one has to be responsible, and do preventive stuff in making sure one stays healthy!
piet came home 2 hours ago with a cold... he has hardly been sleeping the whole week because of irregular hours; it seems we both need slooooooooooooow days, hopefully he will be able to stay home tomorrow to recuperate, and we could all just chill...
thanks for the lurv, gals!
blubbies,
papergirl ~
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Lucytorial said on May 26, 2009....
Jo, you need to see a doctor, for crying out loud woman, that isn't a nice symptom. One thing that you should be doing is eating berries (tones the uterus) and drinking plenty of cranberry juice (cleans the bladder out) -
PAPERBACKWRITER said on May 26, 2009....
Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwww, my Juiciness! *muaaaaaaaaaaaah*
(((((((((((((((((((((((huggies)))))))))))))))))))))))))
Thank you so much for the tips!!! I love berries, AND 2 weeks ago, Piet bought me 1 1/2 liter of cranberry juice (and tea) because I was peeing every 5 minutes.
[hangs head]... I know, I am so stupid with going to the doctors :( , I don´t like them much :( ... snap! Piet and I have been chilling on the sofa, and now (NO JOKE!) on discovery channel they are showing cranberries being harvested from the water!
Thank you for your concern, love *sniff*...
<3 Jo
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CreativeWoman said on May 26, 2009....
paper,
You could have a kidney infection and need antibiotics. Time to stop procrastinating. :-)
Drink lots of water in the mean time.
I worry about you sometimes.
CW
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PAPERBACKWRITER said on May 26, 2009....
*muaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh*
I was just admiring the beautiful bag you created for MissyMims, CWlicious!!!
[hangs head] I know, I could be so caring of others, and neglectful of my own self.
I will make time to see a doctor, promise. I have been drinking more (I use to drink more consciously but lately have been very distracted...) the past days. And the pain has subsided.
Now I am off to bed :) hopefully the little one will have peace from her teeth tonight (she slept for the first time in weeks peacefully last night!!!).
Goodnight, dearest friend ((((((((((huggies))))))))))), goodnight ladies! :)
paper ~
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FaceUnknown. said on May 27, 2009....
Helllloooo sweet Jo!
just finished reading your last post!
I want to vised in the weekend!
Tell stampa! And I got a new post, if you're intresting.. read it =D
many hugs to you all xxxxx Face.
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PAPERBACKWRITER said on May 27, 2009....
(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((huggies)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
I left a comment on your post, snoetje <3 muaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah <3
See you over the weekend, miss greenstuff
blubbbbbbbbbbbies
= )
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PAPERBACKWRITER said on Jun 12, 2009....
Okay, after almost 3 months of waiting...it is finally flowing...just marking it here, so I know when it started! Sorry CM (if you are peeking in) for the TMI moment *chagrin smile*
*muah*
Much love to you all, paper ~
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