Well, Master walked in practically the second after i finished my last blog.  He apologized and had a fairly reasonable explanation of his absence.  Still wasn't happy and felt a little rejected but we talked and He said He had been laying in (her) bed and thinking about our relationship and our marriage and this new D/s thing and wondering if it was something i was really sure i wanted to do.  i assured him that i was sure and that it makes me feel really good most of the time but that for sure if L wasn't involved in our relationship then it would be better for me.  i would feel more free to explore very deeply my submission to Him if she weren't a factor. 

He said He likes being my Master and as long as i'm sure i want it even with everything that being His sub might entail - then He is good and it makes Him horny too "for some reason".

So, that was a good conversation and we took our kids out shopping for the afternoon and then they went to their grandparents so we could have the house to ourselves for the night.

Master immediately told me to get dressed in an outfit i'd bought the week before.  we had drinks and we had a GOOOOOOD time.  He used me and He finally licked my pussy!!!!  i've been waiting a long time for him to do that again!!! Thank God!!  He's soooo good at it.  He wouldn't let me cum for a long time - i had to really hold off.  He fucked me sooo good and put my new butt plug in my ass too - He took pictures of me and my very wet pussy - and He was texting L the whole time with i'm not sure what - but i'm sure some little details to drive her crazy.  She wanted to stop by and didn't think He'd let her but He did!  He said - "let's show her what she's getting herself into!!"  i told Him i would do anything for Him - that if bringing her over for our anniversary night and teaching her how kinky we get is what He wanted for his anniversary, then that's what we should do!

So, she did stop by - He put me in the bedroom with my pussy out and lights out and brought her to the door - then she ran away!!  they talked for a while out in the kitchen and she ran for the hills!! Chicken shit!!!  He says it serves her right cause she's only trying to cause trouble between Him and i anyway - and she's gonna be upset that it was obvious we were going to be having LOTS of fun ALL NIGHT!! 

Good, it does serve her right.  She was always worried about our sex anyway and He always says she's not good at it at all.

Anyway, the night wasn't about her - that was just a funny part of it!! 

and, about the not being home the night before - He did tell her that she was being greedy by wanting her "regular Thursday" when she'd been with him every day this week!  and we're both new to this and we do still have to deal with the reality and history of our "vanilla" relationship - so i know i make mistakes and He makes some too and if we can forgive each other and communicate about it effectively then it's all a good part of the new relationship we're building. 

It still makes my whole body tremble and my pussy twitch when i think about being His total slave!! 

BUTTTT, we did snuggle after we both finally came and ended up falling asleep - so i still haven't been tied up for ages!!  so hopefully tonight  He will bind me and spank me and torture me and fuck me and please me and use me and pinch me and flog me and choke me and mmmmmmmmm, whatever else He wants to do to me. 

we'll see.................