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I have this theory that people expressing themselves through their alts are working something out that way. Are letting something out that they're having trouble attacking in any other way. That a cry for help (even one that's complete bullshit) is a real cry for help. That roleplay isn't just play, even when it is. So when I see that someone's being a complete asshole here (and in some cases, that might be me), I can see that the person needs some help and some attention of some sort. (Not that I'm really equipped to give it, but at least I might try.)
 
I can't think of a way to explain this more clearly or convincingly. What I'm saying is that I actually care what happens to these people regardless. I won't be ushering them into my real life any time soon, any more than they're already a part of it, but I actually give a shit (even when it comes to some of the sick mother-fuckers).

Now if you'll excuse me, it's time to go wash out my mouth with soap. (And then go enjoy the humanity of some real humans who aren't swearing or raging at anyone else or commiting inexcusable offenses.)

And by the way, this is NOT intended for any one person or alt, as much as you might be tempted to think it's directed at you. It's just something that's been on my mind quite a few times since joining up here. I don't know if it's of use to anyone else to look at things this way, but I guess I just wanted to share a bit of my own experience.



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  • moonriver said on May 23, 2009....
    i think i understand what you're trying to say here, at least in general terms.

    i keep two alts, which i used in the past to express some thoughts that i felt i could handle better that way.
    i used the alt blogs almost exclusively for introspective thought... to write blogs for my own self-expression, and to avoid commenting on other blogs so as not to attract attention.

    i guess my alt blogs were also an unintended cry for help, or at least for a sympathetic ear, in a sense.
    some of my (as moonriver) regular blog readers stumbled into them.
    the thought that they were reading me was a bit unnerving as well as comforting, if there is such a combination.

    the two alts are inactive now, but who knows? i might use them again... :-)

  • anonymous said on May 23, 2009....
    Separated from the whole
    It does not die
    Nor become an entity unto itself
     
    To provide perspective
    What does either look like
    The far side of the Moon
    Or a human heart
     
    Small things, hard things, complex
    Once removed from the web
    Can be recognized, seen
    For perhaps what they truly are
     
    So recognized
    Can be attended to, modified or satisfied
    Replaced anew
    With the comfort that what is there
     
    Is there by choice
    And has its place
    Reserved
  • mixednuts said on May 23, 2009....

    I never know who the alts realllly are for sure, and why should we care anyway in this cyber world? You're interesting, and that's what matters to me the most. No victim no crime. Say what you mean and mean what you say. Never being able to see a face drives me crazy though. There are people on SC I could be very close to if given the chance in the real world. So many are just heart beats away.

    fallow the bouncing ball!~~0~~~~~~~o~~~~~~0~~~~~O~~~~~~~~~~FRIENDSHIP ABIDES!

  • Misty_Eyed said on May 23, 2009....
    anonymous--love the poem. is it your own? (by anonymous?)

    mixed---seems like you're "back to yourself"--always a good thing
  • mixednuts said on May 24, 2009....
    Thanks miss Misty
  • mixednuts said on May 24, 2009....
    Happy memorial day!
  • Misty_Eyed said on May 25, 2009....
    Hope you're all enjoying the weekend, though it sounds like Moon is too busy working already. Moon, I forgot to thank you for your response. Sometimes it's really nice to know that somebody gets what I'm saying, even when I don't quite have the words for it yet. (I guess I meant something really all-encompassing when I mentioned "a cry for help," but I think you already got that somehow.)

    And the anonymous poem, anonymous, fits in perfectly. It adds a whole other level to the discussion.
  • mixednuts said on May 25, 2009....
    Have a wonderful Memorial day, girly girl!
  • mixednuts said on May 26, 2009....

    Tue. May26th

    Come back....... right now!

  • moonriver said on May 26, 2009....
    hi misty.
    it happens to all of us here: in the frenzy of posts and comments, sometimes we get missed, sometimes not, haha.
    yup, you're right... i'm drowning in deadlines right now.

    the "almost" in your subject line says it all. 
    logic tells us we shouldn't give a shit in many matters that don't concern us personally, but a little voice inside tells us to care just a little bit, sometimes... :-)

  • Misty_Eyed said on May 27, 2009....
    Sorry Mix. I was especially busy today (but I still had your wellbeing on my mind).
  • mixednuts said on May 27, 2009....
    I think about  you every day, but don't wanna be a PEST!
  • Misty_Eyed said on May 27, 2009....
    the human condition is to be a pest, so don't worry about it (plus, you have no idea what a horrible pest I can be, or do you?) MWAH-HAH-HAAAHH!
  • mixednuts said on May 28, 2009....

    Please oh please be my biggest "pest" of all time! you are never, ever a pest!

    Go ahead and try! MAKE MY DAY!

  • Misty_Eyed said on May 28, 2009....
    well...obviously I'm not your pesterer, but I'm definitely a pest to the right people under the right circumstances (which are far and few between, I'll admit). And I might not exactly spread malaria...  but...  well,

    well, you'll just have to take my word for it!

    and...
    I'm going to contradict myself right now (which I obviously enjoy doing sometimes, but this time it's purely out of necessity). It seems that I really don't have much time for fun and games (even life-and-death fun and games) these days. I'm starting to get really busy with a few things that are going to need my immediate and ongoing attention...and I need to take care of a whole slew of things I've been neglecting for far too long (namely me!).

    I'm actually getting too stressed out to hang about here so much and too busy to spare all these minutes and hours. after all, they really start to add up. so if I can help it...I'm going to cut way back on this Soulcast life. it's really draining my energy and making me feel awful.
  • WithoutShade said on Jun 03, 2009....
    Too true, will anyone cast aside the mask they wear?
    Walk the path less traveled?
    The path paved in dreams,
    before your heart.

    The beaten path,
    of many steps.
    Contain bodies,
    of laden pests.

    Be no such thing,
    as fake expression.
    Your emotion,
    prized possession.

    My real soul is that of which is hidden by my own shadow.
     - The one without shade.
  • Misty_Eyed said on Jun 18, 2009....
    ws...awesome poem!
  • mixednuts said on Aug 26, 2009....
    Take the time to make the time. Time is on your side! What is your ALT?
  • sony said on Aug 28, 2009....
    Please come back! PLEASE!
  • Misty_Eyed said on Sep 01, 2009....
    mixed? I don't have an alt that I use (if you're talking to me, which is what I'd assume since you're asking that here).

    I guess that makes me less interesting. 

    dishonesty is something that's always bothered me. I can't- and don't really want to- pretend  to be anyone much different from who I am. except that when I write poetry, that isn't really me that I'm portraying. only certain shades of me or expressions of angst or joy or naughtiness, or what have you. I guess it's kind of like playing dress up and trying on different parts of my existence. parts that don't exist.


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