Bf is on his Europe trip right now with his family and we havent spoken since he left.. physically he's just as far away right now as he is otherwise.. but still.. international roaming call rates are much higher than regular international call rates.. lol.. so its been a couple of days now. I've been thinking ofcourse about where he must be.. and how he must be.. and just about him in general. As usual. :-)
So I'm sitting here.. rushing a deadline.. working my ass off.. ( and peeking at SC even though I shouldnt be).. and I hear my phone ring.. text received. I didnt even look at it for ten minutes or so.. 'must be spam or something'.
Finally I checked it out.. and its a message from bf!! Just a little hi.. and where he is.. and how lovely it is.. and we should go back together.. just those few lines.. needless to say, I have a HUGE smile on right now!
Just seeing his name, I felt my heart flutter.. I mean literally flutter! Butterflies in my belly.. a strange feeling in my chest.. like sinking and swimming at the same time.. my cheeks pink from the big smile that wont leave my face. I feel like I'm 16 years old all over again and just back from my first date with him.. god, I love him! :-)
Two years since I've seen my guy and just his name does this to me still.. every single time.. now I'm thinking of what it'll be like when I actually see him next..
and my head is going dizzy..
tummy turning over..
a weak yet strong feeling..
its a swoon!!
Somebody catch me before I fall!!
:-)
