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I'm clearing my brain ... currently ... here's what's driving me batty ...

  1. My husband snoring
  2. My husband making other noises in his sleep
  3. My husband throwing his legs over on my side of the bed (I swear I'm going to knock him out so he doesn't snore, move or make noise)
  4. My animals not settling down like they normally would
  5. The weird and unusual thumps and bumps I'm hearing from outside
  6. The fact that I could have gotten to bed SO much earlier but didn't
  7. The fact that I didn't go to bed so much earlier because I wasn't tired because I took a 2 hour nap earlier today (stupid stupid stupid!)
  8. Other people making plans for us ... Friday night is occupied, Saturday is occupied, and Monday is occupied.  It won't be long before Sunday is as well
  9. Knowing the consequences of telling aforementioned plan makers to piss off, even in the nicest of ways
  10. The fact that I have to pee and I'm finally feeling tired enough to drift off to sleep but if I get up it will wake me up all over again ... DAMMIT!

There, I feel better now that I've gotten those out.  I can sleep peacefully ... if I don't go pee ... but if I don't go pee I might have to wake up in the middle of the night anyway to clean up a mess ... thus eliminating sleep anyway ... damn, OK, NOW I'm done, lol.  SOOOOO ... what's bothering you right now?


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  • wishyouwerehere said on May 20, 2009....
    Oh Hege - I hope you are sleeping by now and feeling better!  I would give you my cure for snoring, but I am pretty sure it is illegal to smother hubbie with a pillow!
  • queenparanoia said on May 21, 2009....

    good night hegemone...

    whats bothering me??? not getting what i want right now...

  • scipio said on May 21, 2009....
    whether to attend that phone ring or not ?
  • CreativeWoman said on May 21, 2009....
    1.  Regional Farm Radio
    2.  His vacation plans.
    3.  Any relative with in-law in the name.
    4.  Diabetes
    5.  Me

    CW
  • Dauntless said on May 21, 2009....
    Nothing's bothering me right now, all is right with the world!
    ..........for the time being that is!!

    Watch this space!






    .

  • Hegemone said on May 21, 2009....
    Wishy - It's only illegal if you get caught, lol.  I got some much needed sleep though, MUCH better now.

    Queenie - Yeah, that would bother me too.

    CW - I get the other stuff, but you're bothering you?  Why are you bothering you?  Don't let those little sniveling demons sneak in, you're better than that ... you're the developing loom working diabetic blogging mogul, remember?!

    Daunt - Lol, well I hope that you can not find any reason to fill that space ... that way I know nothing is bothering you.
  • Hegemone said on May 21, 2009....
    Scipio - Yeah, I often have that debate ... and yet the phone keeps ringing ...
  • fragglesrock said on May 21, 2009....

    hegs -  i HATE that! when you are JUST about ready to doze off and then you  have to pee..

    what's bothering me?

    i'll have to get back to you, maybe not having the time to vent about what's bothering me? lol

  • Hegemone said on May 21, 2009....
    Yeah, it always seems that my bladder lies in wait, choosing that perfect time when I turn the light out and roll over ... and then it attacks ... SCREAMS at me!  Grrrr.  Heh, well, that's a good reason to be bothered.  How can you de-stress if you can't even get time to rant about what's stressing you out?!  Hope you find the time soon.
  • Dauntless said on May 21, 2009....
    lol, I'm sure there will be things that I'll get frustrated about and already do but I'm in such high spirits right now I can see them for what they are, just minor annoyances that make up my life. Those things that you miss when you can't be annoyed at them anymore lol
  • Hegemone said on May 21, 2009....
    Daunt - Great way to look at it.  No reason to weigh ourselves down if it's not worth it.
  • uniquely-ironic said on May 21, 2009....
    1. I feel bloated
    2. I can't seem to get shit done at night after work
    3. I have a hangnail
     
    That's about it.  Otherwise it's just details.
  • Hegemone said on May 21, 2009....
    Uni, yeah, I hate that when you can't get anything done after work.  I really hate when I feel so gung ho to do sh it but when I actually get to the point of doing it, I just don't wanna.
  • uniquely-ironic said on May 21, 2009....
    that's it exactly!  I make a list of things to get done after work and then I seem to melt into a puddle of lazy as soon as I change into comfy clothes
  • Hegemone said on May 21, 2009....
    Uni - I do the same damn thing, lol.  I usually force myself to keep on plugging on days I get a lot accomplished.  It's like, picture a runner who's been running, begins to trip and looks like they're surely going down, and then they just start running harder and faster until they poop out and crash even harder.  That, it seems, is what I do a lot of the time, lol.
  • Twylarants said on May 21, 2009....
    * Flickr won't accept the new debit card number the bank gave me, so they canceled my account and all my pictures are gone!

    * I opened a Photobucket account and tried to upload my pictures for 3 hours and it drove me crazy!

    * The neighbor's loud music finally went off but he wasn't home all night so he claims to have no idea why it played for 4 hours!

    AAARRRGGGHHH!!!
  • Twylarants said on May 21, 2009....
    I forgot this one:
    * Tried to log in to my gmail and got a message that it was too large to access. What the hell?  You're supposed to have unlimited space and there were only 2 messages yesterday!
  • Hegemone said on May 21, 2009....
    twy - Wow, sounds like a lot of technological problems there.  Maybe it's time to go hide in a dark room, away from all the technology?  Hope things start working out for you soon, that'd have me in about a crappy mood if I lost all of my pictures.
  • alabamagirl said on May 21, 2009....
    - Lunch is over an I have to go back to work

    - Outside of work, in my own personal time I have to much to do and not enough time  to do it all

    - My mom is driving me nuts

    - My husband is coming home tonight for the memorial day weekend and I have no meals planned yet b/c I dont like to cook, b/c it's not edible

     - The water in the pool will not be warm enough to swim in this weekend cause I just finished filling it with water

    Okay,  I think I'm good now!  Thanks!
  • Hegemone said on May 21, 2009....
    Alabama - Well glad you got some of that out!  Heh, yeah I think I'd be worried about the cooking thing too if it wasn't edible.  Ah, there's always quick throw together meals that LOOK like you did a lot of work, lol.  Good luck.
  • Brunettebmshell said on May 21, 2009....
    "My husband throwing his legs over on my side of the bed (I swear I'm going to knock him out so he doesn't snore, move or make noise)"

    Bwahhahaha! Too funny. 

    And I agree. I absolutely LOATHE that feeling of having to pee right when you get settled in bed and close your eyes. Then you're trying to fall asleep, convincing yourself that you can totally hold it until morning. But then it's in the back of your mind, and you continue to debate... "Should I just get up and go pee now??? Ahhhh I'm so comfy though, think I'll just stay in bed.... But, what if I go wee in my sleep and will have to clean up in the middle of the night?? Ugh, F*** it!" And you stomp off to the bathroom, only to find out that all that fuss was over a gosh damned trickle of pee! 

    My mom's health is bothering me. Our chaotic past of her being a verbally and physically abusive mother, and now since she is confined to a wheel chair due to Multiple Sclerosis and needs 24/7 assistance, she will need my help for the next 6 months to take care of her. 
    I'm scared, pissed, annoyed, sad, etc., because how do I sympathetically and genuinely take care of a woman who took away my childhood with her abuse? Who wished me dead? Who would say in anger that she should have had an abortion rather than me being born? Who would hit me because I would stick up for my little brother and sister? Who would call me a whore and B word when I was only 11 years old? I'm struggling with this as you can see, but also trying not to hold resentment and anger. Even though I've already let go of a lot of our past, there are still some of those old feelings that creep up. Guess I just need to stay strong and do what needs to be done.
  • Hegemone said on May 21, 2009....
    Brunette - Oh my gosh I know, I hate that even worse, when you do get up and it's only this tiny little bit.  I've found myself scoffing at it plenty of times before.  Damn pee!  Lol.  Perfectly understandable for you to be having those feelings about your mother.  I think you'll be strong enough to overcome this and do what you need to do, and you'll feel better about yourself after wards too.  She should feel so lucky that you're putting up with her and that you're going to be there for her.  You're a good woman for that, I've got to say.
  • cntlvmenuf said on May 21, 2009....
    1. I've been slacking at work all year. Ya, I know, I know I need to get it together...just not today, aight?? (and somehow I think not tomorrow either *sigh*)
    2. Supervisor said he was going to let us go home early today and he is MIA...25 minutes to quitting time so it looks like he will walk in here 5 min to and tell us "you can go home now." The fucker!
    3. Debt
    4. Brain fog
    5. Lack of motivation
    .....the list is looooooooong.
  • travelr712 said on May 21, 2009....
    if i think of something i'll let ya know :-)
  • travelr712 said on May 21, 2009....
    oh, i got one! i am SOOOOOOOOOOO tired of cooking for myself!
  • MissMimi said on May 21, 2009....

    What drives me batty:

    1.  My husband's incessant unrelenting bad puns and jokes.

    2.  I asked my husband what he wanted for dinner tonight.  "I dunno.  you always decide what I'm eating.   I'm not used to having to decide."  How old is he again?

    3.  I've had it with being the peacemaker/go-between/interpreter for my husband and my son.

  • Hegemone said on May 21, 2009....
    Cnt - Sounds like at the root of it all you really need some motivation, and something to make you feel good.  Now you just need to figure out what that could be ... and where the drive for it is.  You can do it, just keep going back to positive times, positive posts, positive thoughts.  I'm not just saying that either, seriously, it's been a lot of people's experience that when they keep themselves in a more positive mindset, even if they have to go back and remember times when they were more positive, then they tend to excel at the things they want to achieve.  You can do it!

    Trav - Well, order out!  Wait, wait, ok here's another idea.  Don't cook for yourself ... pretend you're cooking for somebody else, wait for them to show up, and then when they don't shrug and decide not to let the food go to waste and eat it!  Heh, if only it really worked that way right?

    Mimi- My gosh I know how you feel on the incessant unrelenting bad jokes.  I hate when my husband will come off with something and then he's the only one having this big dramatic reaction about it while we all sit around and gape at him.  For some reason I always feel guilty by association!  Unfair, lol.  That does get old having to be the interpreter, I've felt that way many times ... or that I should at least get paid for it darn it!
  • travelr712 said on May 22, 2009....
    well it made me smile anyway hege :-)
  • Hegemone said on May 22, 2009....
    Well that's good Trav.  Now, I have to add to my "What's bothering me" list here.  WORK IS PISSING ME OFF!
  • writergrrl said 7 days ago....
    I'm bothered by the fact that I'm bothered by an unnecessary amount of things.
  • Hegemone said 7 days ago....
    Writer - I know how that feels.

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