There are two fundamental things I want to do in my near future but I just don't know how to do it. I want to write a music album and release it to the public. I also want to do a short film using special effects. The problem is I only have a little experience in both I know how to edit and set up the shots but I don't know how to accomplish what I want using special effects. With the music part I really wish I had my own studio. So much great stuff I write in early morning and have nothing to record with so the riff or song is lost. I really just need to live at a studio. Anyone know any hot single chicks with a recording studio? How I'm feeling reminds me of a title to a song. Become one anything one time. That is all I want. I can't explain it. I have all these ideas, music, and images in my head. I just need to get them out. Just not sure how to go about it. I have so much going on in my head that people can be talking to me and all I see are their mouths moving because I'm somewhere else. I have inventions but don't know how to market my ideas without getting ripped off. I'm just uber creative. That's all I'm good at. The sad thing is I pretty much fail at everything else. That's why I'm trying to go with my strengths so maybe I can finally be happy with myself. I've been working a warehouse job and trying to keep in shape. All this keeps my mind from being depressed about not being able to get these ideas and thoughts out in some kind of medium. I really want to leave something behind before I die that expresses who I was. Whether it's making people laugh, say wow, or music. And know I didn't just find out I have one week to live. I do feel like we should live everyday like it's our last but sometimes real life gets in the way of that. I want to create music that is sweetly haunting and complex in it’s simplicity. I'm tired of waiting, I need a plan. Haven't written a blog in awhile. Just had to get this out.

So how about everyone else? What do you want to do that has just slipped through your fingers lately? How about we all do one thing this week that we always wanted to do? It doesn't have to be big. Small things work too. Well I'm going to try...