Screaming, sinking down.... The tears don't fall anymore, but they crash inside of me. They swell, rear, twist, making me shudder against the horror of it all. My heart lies on the ground, shattered.. smashed.. beaten into thousands, millions, an unending number of pieces. Yet... these pieces throb and ache for the one who made them like this... the one who caused everything.
I want him back. That's what I need. I need, long for, his voice... his touch... his infinitely sweet smile, the one only for me.... his smoldering eyes... his beautiful, unforgettable kiss...
The problem doesn't lie in the typical situations, such as guy breaks up with girl because he likes someone else or guy breaks up with girl because he has lost his feelings for her.
The problem is that he still loves me and that I still love him, but he left anyway. Love isn't always enough. Love is this frigid wasteland waiting for you to fall into the icy water of the deep lake. Love is this frigid wasteland that you endure just for that one moment, that one sweet amazing... moment, where you know you're loved and you have loved with your entire heart.... the moment where you are so happy, the sun is so bright, that your heart may burst just from the weight of this emotion.
♫ All you need is love... love...love... love is all you need ♪
Shut up, music. Shut up with you're wisdom. Gah.
Freedom♥ posted on May 18, 2009
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secretlife said on May 18, 2009....
i love that you got the heart in your name! how did you do that???no, love's not always enough in a grown up world.that's something very hard to realize and kind of a sad day when you do.but usually when you realize this, you also realize that even if it's not enough, it's still the best we humans get to experience, and worth the pain. -
Freedom♥ said on May 18, 2009....
Haha you hold down Alt and hit 3 :P
Thank you :)
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wishyouwerehere said on May 18, 2009....
It may sound trite, but I think we gain a little more room inside our hearts every time they break. When the heal again, they are that much stronger.You are a beautiful writer - Wish -
queenparanoia said on May 18, 2009....
i know how you feel... really i know how you feel... -
Freedom♥ said on May 20, 2009....
Thank you :)
The feeling sucks. It really does. :P The entirety of this blog can be summed up into those simple words, "this sucks" hahah
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secretlife said on May 20, 2009....
how come when i hit alt 3 nothing happens except the keyboard dings? -
auroralost said on May 20, 2009....
I'm sorry you are going through such heartache. It is so hard when love is there on both sides but other things don't seem to line up enough. -
Freedom♥ said on May 25, 2009....
I don't know :S Um while holding down Alt, press 3 with another finger? uh... maybe number lock is off or something? I don't work well with the technicalities of computers xD
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