So, i am under orders to post a new fantasy here and to tell a sexual secret that my Master does not know......
Fantasies are not my specialty - only more recently have fully formed or at least well-formed fantasies been taking shape in my head. I have a vague fantasy of being gang banged or like a rape fantasy. How do you know when you want a fantasy to stay fantasy and when you want fantasy to be enacted?
i've never been with any other man than Master (well, four encounters with my first boyfriend were unsatisfying and boring so....) so sometimes i feel curious about what it might be like to suck my Masters cock while another man (or men?) fuck my pussy. i can't imagine ever actually doing it - i don't like other men in general and i never feel real attraction to them so i don't know. never say never. not sure that's what Master was looking for - so another fantasy..... to be tied up to a .... something that makes my ass and my pussy accessible to my Master. tied for a long time - he whips my ass lightly and my swollen pussy and my tits. my nipples are clamped - my breasts are bound, he brings in another girl - she is made to kneel before me and lick my clit till i nearly squirt all over her, Master bends her over and fucks her from behind while i watch. he fucks her for a few minutes until hes finished with her - he makes me lick her wet pussy. then he fucks my ass while she fucks my pussy with a strap on till i squirt and Master cums in my ass and all over my ass and pussy - he makes her lick it all up and then her and i kiss and Master and i kiss and all three of us kiss.
whew!!!! yummy!!!! who's the girl??? no one - maybe ka from our date last night?? mmmmm.
ok, now truth. A sexual secret that my Master does not know..... i haven't come up with anything yet!!!! He won't believe that!! i remember kissing a girl named kelli and a boy named chris - the boy in the middle - her and i on either side - him turning back and forth to kiss each of us. but i told Master than one just a little while ago. hmmmmm.... i remember having a dream once that I was kissing my brother!! ewww, he doesn't know that - i've never uttered it to anyone - it grossed me out! a long long time ago. what else...... the night that another boy walked me home - nothing happened - Master thinks something did, and i did think the boy was cute - i remember sitting on swings talking before he walked me home. that's it. i remember fantasising about a certain hot little sri lanken girl from our high school - but ofcourse - nothing ever happened there either! i WISH i had something to confess!! ummmm, skinny dipping with the lesbian charlotte in high school - no action though! going out with my friend lori and getting a ride home with a boy - i puked on the side of his car. so he made out with lori after i think but not me - that's for sure!! OH! i did neck on a bed with a boy in university!! i think Master knows that too though!!?? maybe - He definately knows i had a bit of a crush on this boy. and he knows we were friends - one night when we were talking we ended up laying down on the bed in his dorm room and chatting and we kissed. necked i guess. i don't remember anything else happening....... let me think......did we touch each other? maybe - probably - it would make sense wouldn't it? i almost remember touching him and him touching me. not naked though - we were dressed the whole time.
sexual secret??..... He knows i always fantasised about pussy bumping with girls when i was a young girl. He knows about the web cam shows i've done. He knows every thing about me!!! more than i know about myself most of the time!!
Well, i can't think of anything else - i'll keep thinking and if i come up with anything - i'll post it later.
For my own part, it feels like being a slave to my Master gets more and more right for me. Even better - it feels like my Master is liking it more too. Feels like he enjoys it more - which is the whole point and i know it makes him hard. mmmmmmmmm, i'm gonna watch a movie or two, eat some popcorn and dream about my Master's beautiful hard cock.
my biggest fantasy is to have my Master cloned so i can suck him and fuck him in both holes at the same time!! have to get more clone a willy stuff so we can at least pretend!
