Do you recall me mentioning the guy in the white Alero? Well, I am noticing a change in faces. This is not the first time that I have seen this kind of shit either. I have seen what appears to be 3 different guys driving the same car. 2 out of 3 are attractive while the other one is kind of not my type. I am thinking that this sort of behavior might even be from some sort of being that isn't human. I saw this kind of shit in the past when they guys looked as though they were a famous rock star's lookalikes. I am starting to think that it's a devil who is trying to drive me to my grave. Perhaps I am being paid back for the confusion aspect of a spell or two that I threw way back in 1998. Why would it take this long for shit to start coming back on me? I've dealt with plenty of despair which was another aspect of one of my past spells. The only thing is that I have been dealing with that ever since I was a child. Why are these guys trying to drive me crazy? I don't even think that they are human anymore. I damn sure don't think that they are Gods. Any God would know that I have suffered enough. It's all fucked up. Am I being punished for the music that I listen to or because I went out of my way to destroy a man or two that abused the shit out of me? Either way, fuck them damn men. I know they don't love me. Some want to gawk, while another wants to be a snob. He has nothing going for him that gives him the right to be one either.



