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Well, after my last post - where Master texted me to say we would play that night - - - he didn't show up!  Horrible!  I was hurt and disappointed - but I didn't get angry - so that's a plus for me.  He had gone to his friends house and ended up staying and talking - she was upset that he and I had had sex the night before and the last time they were together they didn't have sex.  Pfffffttttt.  Anyway, he showed up early in the morning and apologized - and made it up to me by spending all that day and night with me.  He rewarded my good behaviour with a new play outfit and a new anal toy and we spent a very nice day and an awesome night together.  Plus, we're going to the city tonight to go out with a new friend so I'm hoping that turns out well but I'm not sure this new friend is bi or not - so might just end up being a night out - which is fine too since I'll be with my Master.
 
She is someone we met through work  - but she was quite chatty with me via email when she had to contact me for some info - so I followed up (with Masters permisson ofcourse) and we have a date tonite! 
 
I am hoping ofcourse that we can replace Master's friend with a new girl that we both like and can start out on an equal footing with.  But, Master seems to quite like his friend so it may not work out that way.  He says we'll just have to get along and learn to share.  See, I'm sooo fucked up that when I type that we'll have to share - I get a tingle in my pussy!!
 
Anyway, he still doesn't trust his friend with info about how we spend some of our leisure time - so I don't know how it can last.  We'll see.  In the mean time - we get to go out and meet new friends and have fun with them possibly - and at least I have the pleasure of knowing that she has no idea!!  Petty but still fun!! 
 
Truth is I don't really want to have anything against her - and I'm sorry I overreacted to her rude comment.  She did buy me some cute plastic martini glasses for the hot tub - so that suggests that she might someday come back over for us all to hang out and see where it goes this time.  I just have to be patient.
 
Anyway - I guess that's it for now.  I'll post again tomorrow after our date.
 
Oh, after spending an entire day in my submissive role - I think I did pretty well over all - more importantly ofcourse, my Master was pleased with me overall.  So I am getting better at staying in that position and we had to work too - so that was different - and I did ok with it.  Curiouser and curiouser.
 
I still love the thought of being his slave all the time - but again patience is key. 


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  • Girlygirl said on May 16, 2009....
    I know how you  must have felt when he didn't show...I hate when my plans with Daddy get changed even a little bit.
  • madisonluvsex said on May 17, 2009....
    Thanks Girly, it sucked but it proved that i could get through such a thing with my trust of my Master still in tact. 
  • Devious_Babydoll said on May 18, 2009....
    I know how it feels when plans go awry. I hate when I have plans with Sir and something gets in the way but there's not much you can do, that's just life.
  • Sir. said on May 19, 2009....
    ah... plans, plans, plans. yeah they go bad but hey, no biggy. sometimes the anticipation can lead to good things when plans don't work out.

    as for the friend, i hope you have fun.
    i'm guessing you and your Sir have discussed the topic of a three way before so remember what you agreed to. but be warned, jealousy is a strong possibility.

    if your Sir's friend has no idea about your relationship i hope she is ready for a surprise.

    happy trails!
    nonameneeded (Sir.)
  • madisonluvsex said on May 21, 2009....
    Thanks again Sir!  She is aware that we are married but not that we are venturing into the D/s thing.  He and i have had threesums before but she does not know that.  We did have a fun night together and jealousy is an issue for both she and i but i guess we just have to deal with it.  she did notice that i do everything He says and stated that she wouldn't do that!!  so i'm definately a more desirable slave than she will ever be!!  We'll see if she ever really figures it out!! LOL
  • Sir. said on May 21, 2009....
    you'd be surprised how few people catch on... it's like the mass of the population has a mental block....
    again, watch the jealousy, jealousy leads to envy, envy (the deadliest of the seven deadly sins) leads to to hate, hate leads to the dark side... lol had to throw a star wars twist in there (i'm such a nerd sometimes....)
    VICTORY FOR THE SITH!!!
    any who, have fun on your ventures....
    Sir. (nonameneeded)

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