Oh, I look back and think of Zach many times. I'd tried so hard not to think or talk about him this weekend, however, after meeting Wingnut, the National Secretary of a biker's club. . .. a legion. He had met me at the club I worked at and offered me a gig in which me and a couple of friends which I could choose would wash motorcycles for tips. A large sum of money was guaranteed.
When motorcycles are brought up, I very often have to bite my tongue. A customer in a strip club, a motorcycle enthusiast doesn't want to hear about bike accidents, no matter how truthful and heartfelt the sentiments are. So, I switched modes, from my usual deep and depressive thoughts to shallow and meaningless. . .
"Of course, I'll wash motorcycles for you! OMG, like how hard could it be??? I mean I wash my hair," I chirped, twirling a nice little curl between my fingers, hips jutted to the right. Flaunt sexuality, act stupid, make money. "So, uhhh. . . I just like need a lil Windex, right?" Smiled big.
It's funny, when I put on my act, the smile is never fake. Just like sunshine that shines through on a rainy day, it really is genuine, although everything else that can be seen would contradict it.
It really wouldn't be better to say my real thoughts. Oh yeah, I will be a great bike washer. . . men love it when their bikini bike washers turn the topics to their mangled boyfriends, the ones who have gone from tough biker guy, to a vegetable in the hospital act.
Who wants to hear about that. Put on the mask. Wash those bikes. Make their money yours.
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rarity121 posted on Sep 06, 2006
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secretlife said on Sep 11, 2006....
my husband was a harley guy when i met him-
we loved riding that bike.
after we married, my sister's husband went out and bought a bike because he looked up to my husband like a big brother.
about a year later, my brother in law was killed in a motorcycle accident.....he was 27.
we didn't ride after that......the bike was swiftly sold.
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rarity121 said on Sep 13, 2006....
i'm sorry for your loss, secret,
i was dating zach for a couple months before his leg was lost in an accident
i was at the hospital every day, but eventually had to go back to my own life before this tragedy consumed me
he gave up on life, so i had to leave
i'm in touch with the family and plan on leaving posts about him and hopefully, his progress
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rarity121 said on Sep 13, 2006....
i'm sorry for your loss, secret,
i was dating zach for a couple months before his leg was lost in an accident
i was at the hospital every day, but eventually had to go back to my own life before this tragedy consumed me
he gave up on life, so i had to leave
i'm in touch with the family and plan on leaving posts about him and hopefully, his progress
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secretlife said on Sep 13, 2006....
we all think we're immortal.
finding out we're not is a difficult thing.
I think about it now and how my brother in law would have hated life without his leg-
but to us, just a losing a leg and having him would have seemed a miracle.....another chance.
I hope he comes around to realize he is lucky to have his 2nd chance.
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rarity121 said on Sep 13, 2006....
sometimes he does feel happy to be alive,
i thought i could help him, but he needs to do it on his own
with a prosthetic leg he could do anything anybody else can, but he's not healing as quickly as he should because of his smoking habit
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rarity121 said on Sep 13, 2006....
sometimes he does feel happy to be alive,
i thought i could help him, but he needs to do it on his own
with a prosthetic leg he could do anything anybody else can, but he's not healing as quickly as he should because of his smoking habit