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I've already created a blog at blogspot so I'll just post a link here for now - I don't want to re-type or paste everything right away.  I am looking for feedback though - I'd like to hear opinions on weather or not I'm a sick puppy who needs to get help or a sexual being who happens to be submissive.  I enjoy the feeling submission gives me but I'm a little concerned about some of the implcations of turning myself over absolutely to my Master.
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  • pusscat said on May 13, 2009....
    Hey madison - a warm welcome to Soulcast hun :-)  It's nearly midnight here in the UK so I'm gonna hit the sack and come back to you tomorrrow if that's ok.

    Glad you found us all here :)

    pc x
  • Girlygirl said on May 13, 2009....
    HI madison_ I understand your feelings...I just started exploring D/s recently myself. Luckily, I found my perfect Master, my Daddy, and I am commited to him. BUt no hun..you certainly aren't strange. Look forward to reading more of your stuff and Welcome.
     
    - I'd be happy to chat anytime. Pc and Wills rose are also very helpful..they have been great to me on my own journey. --girly
  • pusscat said on May 13, 2009....
    Hey madison - been reading your journal (through blurry half asleep hung over eyes lol!).  There are people out there who murder.  People who mug pensioners.  People who steel from those who already have very little.  No matter how strange you may thing you are, you hurt no one and only want to be happy with your Master.  Who doesn't want to be happy?  You are not treading on others or steeling to get what/where you want to be.  Never believe you are perverted in any bad way.  We have these feelings of submission because we are submissive.  We are submissive just as we are female or male or blonde or brown haired.  It is our disposition from birth and we can't change it.  Submissive is not what we do, it is who we are :-)

    I wish you all the best on this fantastic journey.  don't get me wrong, there will be ups and there will be downs but each hill you climb will just make you stronger and wiser ;-)
  • Devious_Babydoll said on May 14, 2009....
    Madison,
    Welcome to SC! This place and the friends I've made her have been so very helpful to me on my journey with my Master and hope you find the same. I can only mirror what our dear PC has said as she is so very wise. As far as you being mouthy...lol...we all struggle with our submission at some point...it's normal. I still get mouthy with my Master but as soon as He flashes me that "look" I tend to shut right up...lol. I know He has my best interest at heart and so I try not to question Him too much. Be proud of who you are and always know you aren't alone in your journey.
  • nonameneeded said on May 16, 2009....
    oops! guess i posted in the wrong spot... i greeted you in another post you made... but again, Welcome...

    why am i not surprised that pussycat found you first?
    listen to her, she's a smart awesome person.

    some users i would recommend for you to read are:

    Pussycat
    willsrose
    wyldwyl
    girlygirl
    and maybe later my other s/n Sir.

    have fun with your Master, don't fear giving yourself to him, if it feels right it probably is.
    if it turns out to be wrong, oh well, move on.
    it may be hard, but then what isn't?

    best of wishes,
    nonameneeded/ Sir.

    p.s.
    if you reply to my posts as Sir> you can frefer to me as either noname or Mike to avoid confusion.
  • madisonluvsex said on May 18, 2009....
    Thank you noname.  i'm sure you're right - anything worth doing is bound to be a challenge.

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This a question i know all of you have be faced with. It is a very trivial question for me. i had someone once ask me who i was. i started to rattle off some off the things i am....

i am a slave
i am a daughter
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Well...the last post was just me rambling and lamenting a bit.

Thanks everyone for your comments and suggestions. I like the idea of a supportive community.

But I wasn't really clear about what my goal is with submission. W...
Today, i'm sore. Every little movement i make causes different parts of my body to cry out in pain. It's delicious. It's the type of pain that reminds me that i've recently been used and toyed with by Master. i love this feeling....
The first session saw me back over His knee for the first time in too long and soundly spanked before being re introduced to His belt...
A gushing time...