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Its true i guess,life is what it is
There are times where you have to make choices and decisions,and there are times when these same choices and decisions are made for you,and you simply have to live with the consequences of it all.
As hard and difficult as it  may be.
I feel  right now like i am living my life from day to day,based on the choices and actions of others - it feels like i am no longer in control of my own destiny anymore.
The surprising thing for me,is that i dont actually really think I give a shit any more.Has my resilience and stubbornness  not been tested enough in the last 2 months?
Doesnt look like it.
But you know what?
I have reached the end of it.
I have reached the end of my rope to the extent where i am now prepared to say
Fuck this shit - i want out.
Out sounds like a good place to go,at least that way,i will be one less person in the way



on the lighter side - something to think about
30 people die of pig flu - and EVERYBODY wants to wear a face mask
30 million people die of AIDS - and still NOBODY wants to wear a condom
Go figure?


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  • Lucytorial said on May 10, 2009....
    If I weren't laughing at the absurdity of this post I'd be fucking buying a plane ticket to come kick you up the arse!
     
    You know CJ ~ The only time we are failures in our lives is when we no longer try.  Don't be a failure and please don't pass the buck.
     
    You're life is your life, live it however you can and garner from it what it is showing you you can.  Change your perspective and see just what life is there for you......
     
    Man I really wanna come and kick you up the butt! talking like that.
  • cuppajava said on May 10, 2009....
    Hi Lucy - whilst i would really love for you to pop over for a visit -there are a lot of places from whence this came,and they have their own theories attached to them.I can explain what has brought this on,if you like.I am not trying to be melodramatic or pissy at all - i have just had about as much as i can take,thats all
  • Hegemone said on May 10, 2009....
    CJ, I'm sorry to hear you're thinking that way, and I don't "understand", but I suppose I don't blame you either.  It's reasonable, but on the same token ... is it really?  So what new crap has come up that's got you in this particular mood, or is it just the same old shit wearing you down?  Also, the part about the pig flu, masks, aids and condoms is interesting ... and fricken' sad.  It tells you how much people really take their lives for granted.
  • mobil said on May 10, 2009....
    You never were in control of your own destiny Java, you just thought you were. Pick up the pieces of this, grab hold of the best attitude you can muster and make the best of it.................All my best to you.
  • fromtheheart said on May 10, 2009....
    Sometimes life is nothing and There are times where you have to make choices and decisions,and there are times when these same choices and decisions are made for you,and you simply have to live with the consequences of it all. :

    I totally disagree!!! It is your choice to be in that scene!!! The problem is others control your life because you have given them the right to control it. Why don’t you start acknowledging that your life has to change because that is the only time you will embrace risk to make a change!!! It is you but not others who put yourself in that situation but the good news is you have the power to get you to where you want to be by taking 100 percent control of your life….. Now take the challenge to risk of becoming the person you want to be…


  • diabolicdame said on May 11, 2009....
    Hey cj.. life happens in phases, right? One day you feel like theres nothing much left to do.. nothin in your contro.. the next day might be exactly the opposite! Patience.. you've been patient so long.. a little bit more.. hang in there and be positive!
  • wishyouwerehere said on May 11, 2009....
    CJ - Hang in there buddy - remember our conversation re" fate vs. destiny?  You are still carving your mark on the world.  Lots of potential left inside that little Irish devil, I would bet.  Don't your dare turn in those chips.
     
    Law of averages - eventually shit runs dry and we get handed a little bit of treasure (at least I hope so)
     
    Love, Wishy
     
  • Raindropkisses said on May 13, 2009....
    DON'T LET OTHERS CONTROL YOUR LIFE...YOUR LIFE IS YOURS FRIEND..

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