I have started to write about four different topics tonight and deleted them all. I thought they were too petty to waste your time or mine for that matter. I didn't want those irritations to have power over me, especially right before bed. I don't want to let the nightmares in tonight.
I would like to rest well. I'm going over to my sister's to spend the day tomorrow. I think we will go do a little window shopping. It will be nice to get off this farm for a day at least.
I am feeling so frustrated right now. I think some of it is PMS creeping up on me. He is in the same house grinding too many peanuts in his mouth and talking with his mouth open asking me the same questions he asks me every single day when he comes home from the factory.
How were things on the computer?
Did we get any mail?
Did you exercise today?
What did you test?
Did anybody call?
Did we get any rain?
Did the dogs do a lot of barking?
Same thing every day.
He often forgets he asked me because he wasn't listening as he was spewing peanut debris.
I better take some extra Midol. It's just a little too much for me tonight. My irritation sensors are running on overload.
CW



