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I'm in the mood to write but it's been so long since I've put anything of substance in print, I'm not sure I remember how.  If I'm in the mood, I can't find my voice and if I'm feeling chatty, I can't find the subject or I haven't got the time.  It doesn't help that my computer time is almost non-existent.  It must be that new husband I got a few months ago.......

Or, it could be the kids.............

Or the two part time jobs............
 
Or the 2 classes I'm taking..............

Or Scooter Bug playing baseball again..........

Or.............


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  • moonriver said on May 03, 2009....
    a new husband...
    the kids...
    2 part-time jobs...
    2 classes...
    baseball season...
    why, friend, you've got everything!
    i don't see no problem here... ;-)

  • fearing said on May 03, 2009....
    Moon!  One of my favorite people!  Yes, the Lord above has blessed me.  Thanks for the reminder.  I'm not complaining.  Life is busy but no complaints here.  Just need to find "me" in the busy'ness sometimes, you know? 

    So, what are you up to lately? 
  • moonriver said on May 03, 2009....
    i understand perfectly, my friend.
    so go and find the "you" in the busyness; i'm sure it's lurking here, there, somewhere...

    oh, i've had a very, very busy weekend, i can tell you that.
    imagine a 14 y-o who's getting ready to go on a 1-week trip on his own, to a beautiful city 1,200 km away, in the next few days, to attend a conference and a video workshop.
    and he wanted to tell the news to the entire clan.
    of course, this proud father is helping him (and sophie) arrange the whole trip.

    and, like you, i wanna blog!
    but don't know where and how to start haha.

  • fearing said on May 03, 2009....
    Well, it looks like you've got the start to a great blog!  I hope to hear more.

    I bet you are the proud dad!  14 and off on his own.  Wow!  Tugs your heart in two different directions I'm guessing  - if those mom instincts in me are correct.

    I really do hope to hear more of his trip.
  • Hegemone said on May 03, 2009....
    Well maybe that nothing is something.  Sometimes silence speaks a thousand words.  Perhaps that just really does show that you've got a blessed, busy and happy life that is fairly fulfilling. Although there's nothing wrong with occasionally just needing to stop and let yourself flow in words, I can understand that.  You can think of a million things you want to put down, but you're too busy to do it, and then when you can there is nothing.  Maybe just being able to sit and do it is supposed to be the reward, and then the realization that nothing seems to have been bothering you enough to remain at the forefront is even better.  I don't know, maybe that's just me, ha, but I really hope when you read this you're having a great day!
  • uniquely-ironic said on May 03, 2009....
    or a really bad case of ADD, ADHD or perhaps *gasp* you're just too tired! :)
  • travelr712 said on May 03, 2009....
    all you got is a husband, kids, two jobs and school and you can't find time to write? you need to reorganize your priorities my friend! :-P
  • PAPERBACKWRITER said on May 04, 2009....

    I am glad you have not left the SC neigbourhood, dearest fearing!

    I am thankful for any words you share <3.

    :)
    paper ~




  • fearing said on May 04, 2009....
    Hege, Very insightful!  Life is a whirlwind lately.  I don't mind it I just need to find some time to be heard, even when it is to say nothing.  ;-)  Thanks for stopping by. 

    U-I, lol!!!  It definitely could be attention deficit in some form or another. 

    Trav, I agree, prioritize!  Just think if I had another kid or a full time job?  I would have to stop sleeping huh?

    Paper sweety, Nope I haven't left.  Just busy.  I still stop in from time to time.  Good to see you!
  • travelr712 said on May 04, 2009....
    yeah ya see fearing? wasting all that time sleeping when you could be blogging! :-P
  • fearing said on May 04, 2009....
    Sleep - such a waste of time!  That must be why I haven't accomplished anything in my life.  I've been sleeping!  Who knew!
    lol!
  • travelr712 said on May 04, 2009....
    glad to enlighten you fearing. my bill is in the mail. you don't think i do this for free do ya?
  • feelthesydneylove said on Jul 07, 2009....
    Hegemone - I agree with you there. I have noticed that when mostly everything in my life seems to be going great - or at least, I'm content - I seem to have a difficult time flipping on my writer's switch. I don't really write when there's nothing bothering me so yes, that is the reward. (: I think it's funny, really. When things go wrong, we never run out of words to say based on our feelings about those. Our creative ways of expressing ourselves by then never run out, really. I can certainly attest to that with my pages and pages of angry/sad handwriting in the notebook - not one single entry would be positive or happy. Every single time I write, it's to emit my negative thoughts. Traveler - Gotta love your sense of humor! xD How ironic, though. I write when I should be sleeping .... that goes to show for something, huh? I only do this during the night, when everyone is sleep, so I can feel myself thinking and focusing on the entries I do. (: So pretty much you could say that I'm nocturnal, haha. Fearing - Waste of time sleeping? Hahaha! My family hates it when I write during the night, when I should be "sleeping." But honestly, night time is when everything's absolutely quiet - it is when I have my "me" time, my peace of the mind. During the day, that is just impossible because I'm the cliche overachiever who does so much in so little. The day time distracts me easily as there's too many things going on, too many people around, too many noise. At night time, I can be alone with my own thoughts without any distractions. :] Plus, I always have a good night's sleep after having my routine writing. Like I told Traveler, I'm pretty much a nocturnal person - almost - because of this diehard habit of doing the writings so late at night. I could have done an user name that indicated "nocturnal" in it, but the names I wanted were already taken - so this one would do. (: - Sydney
  • feelthesydneylove said on Jul 07, 2009....
    Drats! The paragraphs didn't separate in their line breaks like they were supposed to ):

    Fearing, Hegemone, Traveler - my apologies.

    You will have to pretty much search for your user name and the following reply in that post. x(

    - Sydney

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