I’m out of cash again. I really need to get a decent job. I couldn’t really pursue applying because I’m still waiting for a response from the priest Lola referred me to. His decision will determine my future and I can’t just make contracts until I find out if he will support me or not. Most of the jobs I applied for have training bonds that last at least 4 months. If I don’t make the required number of months, I will be fined a certain amount, in thousands. This is the main reason why I’m having problems right now. I’m trying to find ways to earn additional income but most of them earn too little or take too much time and effort as well as requiring a lot of investments from me. I don’t have much money right now. I had to let go of the maid also because, aside from not being able to pay her, she has no one to watch her daughter when she’s working. We agreed that she should just come here once a week to handle laundry and stuff. I don’t have money to buy medicine anymore. I don’t know what to do. Ate Sandy called, she said she found a place near LTO, and offered me a job. She wanted to set up a small shop and she needs someone to man the business. We haven’t talked about the specifics but we will be looking at the place tomorrow and see if it has enough traffic to support the business. Life could be a lot easier if I was rich. Or if I had someone to help me out. Or just someone to hold me at night when it gets really lonely. I’m currently printing a reviewer for the Siemens exam. This is based on the pointers given by the Recruiting Agency. I hope it gets me the job. And I also hope that I get a response from the priest before I have to report for work and a response and some financial help from Lola before I run out of money. Oh man. I’m really making a mess of my life again. I downloaded some of the songs I’ve always wanted. Small compensation for wanting a better life I guess…