Been gone for awhile, sorry folks been busy- working like a dog-one of our bartenders is out sick and one's on vacation and the other is on maternity leave so between the two of us left we have lot's of hours. The money has been good and lord knows I need it, but nothin' much has changed just another day another dollar. Fuck, I was already burnt out and now I'm on fuckin' overdrive. I'm a trouper though, I've been hangin' fairly well, cept fer the other night when I wore some bad shoes and thought I'd die. Had to call the ol'man to bring me my Reebox, then I was better but the damage was done ya know.
Well,I got kinda bitchy. Oh well, I can't be my bright and cheery self all the fuckin' time and if they don't like it fuck um.
Been havin' lot's of trouble sleepin' lately too. Don't know why and it's startin' to really bug me.
A week and a half ago I had a bad sinus infection, my whole face swelled up like you wouldn't believe, I was like a fuckin' scary monster, I tell ya.
Anyway, had to take antibiotics fer a week, I told the doc that I was havin' trouble sleepin' and could I git sum non-addictive sleepin' pills, I told him I take forever to fall asleep then toss and turn the rest of the night, then I wake up and feel like a piece of shit and then I feel guilty cus I slept so long and I'm very bitchy when I do git up, so I also asked him fer sum anti-bitch pills cus, well, I'm a bitch and all.....
Well that quack said I'm depressed and gave me sum antidepressants to try. WTF, just give me drugs that work NOW---not drugs that should take effect in a couple weeks,come on. I took those stupid things fer bout four days and said fuck it. I'm bad with pills anyway.
Anyway watchin 'queer as folk' right now so this post is takin' longer then I wanted. NO, not gay just like the show and tonight Michael catches Justin with his new lover and might tell Brian and my adorable lessys are gettin' mad at another lessy that's wantin to join in too much, what the hell right and Ted is gettin' turned off by porn never thought that would happen......
Okay so in my time away from ya I have been doin' other shit. Got busy with twitter, wow I like it, talk about getttin' traffic I'm thinkin twitter is the way to go fer alot of traffic. Been building my followers and meetin' sum cool peps too.
Also started a couple new blogs, got a desk type blog now and it's gonna be where I write pretty much every thing I'm doing, kinda like an agenda blog. It's pretty too. I'll tell ya bout the other three blogs after I git um up an goin' better, but fer now gonna let ya go so I kin finish watchin' my show Lena is leavin' Mel and Lindsey. And the next show is startin' I'm thinkin' Ted's in love with Emmet and he's gonna tell him, well duh, I seen that one comin'....gonna be up fer awhile I guess. Talkatcha Later
