Well, I'm sure you all know about the problems my husband has been having with his meds. Something just popped in my head about the conversation we had a few days ago. Lemme give you a little background first. Hubby was hurt on the job about 2 years ago. He was a nurse at a rehabilitation/convalescent hospital. He was giving a man who weighed around 300 pounds a shower when hubby went to reposition the man, lost his footing in the shower stall (that had no slip resistant floor) and down came humpty and hubby. Hubby took most of the fall because he didn't want the patient to get hurt. Good man.Long story short, he's still in pain and still out of work. His meds totally screw with his libido. Which brings me to my post.
A few days ago, Hubby and I were talking about me getting breast augmentation, mainly for my self esteem but he said since we're in the marriage for life, he wants me to look good. We were walking around our house and he mentioned about bringing another woman maybe once in a while. He said it would help out because for those times "jr" (his penis) didn't want any part of this, I can still be pleased. He said pretty much we'd use this woman for stuff I didn't want to do..anal sex?...he said I can spread her cheeks apart while he goes in...she could eat me while I'm sucking him..and on and on. I asked him if this is before or after my boob job. He said it would be after. I told him to ask me then.
While we were in our marathon sex session, which is very rare to even have a 10 minute session, he brings up the idea of having our roommates sister who's lesbian as the other person. No I said. I don't think so. That night we dined in and ate out just about the whole night. It was amazing. He rarely eats me. I do feel sorry for him. I was giving him a blow job and he was hard! but only for a minute or two..and then started shrinking. He would be in me and I could feel him shrinking. What the Hell?! I'm thinking. Is it me? then he went to the restroom to masterbate and he couldn't get himself hard. I am thinking I don't want a 3rd person. I don't like to share. To me 3somes are just a person way of cheating, but with permission. Does that make sense? Maybe next year or so, when I do get my boobs, I'll feel different than I do now. As for right now..I want my husband all to myself. Sex or no sex, hard dick or shrunk dick. I want it all for me.
