Today was a very good day. I had a very important paper to write. So Daddy covered for me at work. I went, because i need to get paid, but he made sure my job was taken care of do I could focus on my paper. We got to spend quality time together this morning. I loved it. He told me he so wanted to make love to me, that would have been nice, but circumstances were not with us for that lol.
I'm tryign very not to think about the fact that I won't get to see or talk to him all next week, that will not be fun since i"m use to seeing him everyday. Or at least talking to him. We had a huge fight yesterday, he overreacted to something I did and we spent the better part of an hour not talking. I was so upset, but even with that Daddy took care of me. And he apologized when he realized I really hadn't done anything and that he had overreacted. It was very sweet of him, but it was really hard for me to take. He made a comment to me that sounded like an attack on my character. I know now that is not what he meant, he was just trying to look out for me in his own way. Point is, with hime leaving at the end of the week I am not up to spending any more days fighting.
Your probably wondering what I need advice about..well here it is. As those of you who regularly read my blog will know..Daddy and I are exploring the whole D/s thing. It fits us both well, and we are enjoying it. We hit a new problem today thought that some of you more experienced bloggers may be able to help with. How to you know when is or is not a good time to have a session and take on the D/s roles? And how to you best communicate to your partner what you want, or judge what your partner wants? how do you get a balence between D/s and the rest of the relationship? Here is what happened:
I went to school, and Daddy went home. He texted me to say he missed me and was going to think about me and whack off. I love to here this, I love that just thinking about the things I do to him gets him hot and can make him cum. So I of course began to encourage him, telling him all the dirty things I"d like him to do to me and that I'd like him to do to me. I kept telling him how I wanted my Master to just fuck me any way he wanted, then cum all over my body. Soon Daddy was telling me how good he felt and how hard he had cum. Then he said he would love to make love to me and just worship my body. then he said he had to go and wouldn't be able to talk to me the rest of the night. Needless, to say I felt a little hurt, as I had just sent him all those messages to help him and he was just gonna go on to more important things. It hurt, and I tried hard to not let it, but it did. Daddy texted me about an hour later and instantly knew something was wrong. I told him what it was and he said he was still doing roles. He was thinking of himself as the Master, and he used me and then went on with his day. He was in a role, carrying out our scenario, and I thought we were done with the session so I took it personal.
Do you see where the problem is? I apparently missed the fact that he wasn't done, or he missed the cue that I was done. lol I don't know what happened but it caused a little bit of a problem. So if some of you could comment on how we could best avoid this problem in the future..Daddy and I would both appreciate it.
As you can also see, we are still working on this whole thing. Daddy says he thinks we are trying to fit to much in, being us, and D/s. Any suggestions on how to strike a a balance between the two?
