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I once got a kick out of hearing someone analyze me (to the rest of a small group) as one of those nice, quiet people who's hiding something beneath the surface. I can't remember her exact words, but I think the point was that people like me--basically docile and cheerful--are the kind of people you wouldn't want to push too far. 

As if I might explode under the right circumstances.

I've always wondered how much truth there is to her theory when it comes to me. We didn't actually know each other well, but I thought it was pretty perceptive of her to read me that way. Every now and then, I wonder "What would it really take to make me snap and go ballistic (not quite literally...)?"

I have a really high boiling point for the most part (though with some people it's easier for me to actually be angry or pissy and actually let that show). What I hate is that I usually only vent that anger with people I trust on some level--which means that they get the crap-end of the bargain.


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  • mixednuts said on Apr 17, 2009....
    Please rip me to shreds. You are wonderful, and you know that this is true. Cyber space can be a lonely place. One can cry, but in space no-one can hear you scream. Can you hear me now?
  • mixednuts said on Apr 18, 2009....
    Please blog on. I know that you are out there.
  • Misty_Eyed said on Apr 18, 2009....
    Yes. I'm definitely "out there." : )
    [No more ripping anyone to shreds. I'm over it for now.]
  • mixednuts said on Apr 19, 2009....

    omg!...OMG!!!!!!!!

    Are you hiding a little somethin? I think not.

    Don't hold back. ever hold back!!

  • satanx said on Apr 19, 2009....
    " wolframpp7" says hell-o
  • Misty_Eyed said on Apr 19, 2009....
    hello yourself (in whatever pleasing or displeasing form you appear)

    and to Mixed Nuts: nope, I'm not holding back a thing: I just like to reveal and respond to things slowly, in due time (watch...wait...listen...and stand at the ready).

  • WithoutShade said on Jun 03, 2009....
    poke
  • Misty_Eyed said on Sep 06, 2009....
    ouch!
  • Misty_Eyed said on Nov 05, 2009....
    so it's official...I really can be a badass once I get enraged. (take no prisoners!) and rarely does anyone see it coming.

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