• gingersoul said on Apr 11, 2009....

  Queenie....{{hugs}}..
  
  Oh, yes.....its Easter and this means...we can eat those yummy chocolate Easter eggs!....;-)
  
  
  Hope you cracked a little smile for me.....chin up, sweetie.

• Hegemone said on Apr 11, 2009....

  Queenie, I'm glad that your brother and his friend are both OK, to begin with.  That does stink that your mom is coming down on all of you because one of you messed up though.  Perhaps try to think of it in this light though, as I have come to learn, your mother loves you and knows you love her, so she comes down on you for these things subconciously knowing that you will forgive her, you will understand in time and that you can take it.  Also cosmically, perhaps whatever is above, knows you can actually take it, even if you think you can't, or won't be able to much longer.  I really truly hope things start looking up for you very soon.  Hang in there.  (((((((((((((((HUG)))))))))))))

• MsStar39 said on Apr 12, 2009....

  Queenie, glad that your brother is OK., sorry about what you are going through
  right now. but don't give up hope, continue to stay strong and hang in there.
  

• PAPERBACKWRITER said on Apr 12, 2009....

  
  (((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((yakap)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
  
  <3
  
  ate papel ~
  
  
  

• Me-Myself&I said on Apr 12, 2009....

  it's been a few hours since you posted this, i hope you are feeling better. (hug) i am glad no one was hurt in the car accident! for the rest of your pain.... hang in there. life is a roller coaster ride. it gets pretty scary sometimes, i know! so, please know you are not alone, i too care and listen. ;~)

  try to have a good day. take care ~see ya

• woman said on Apr 12, 2009....

  So sorry you are struggling right now. Hang in there Queenie. Better things are right around the corner. Just keep looking. Happy Easter.

• woman said on Apr 12, 2009....

  So sorry you are struggling right now. Hang in there Queenie. Better things are right around the corner. Just keep looking. Happy Easter.

• HollyGoLightly said on Apr 12, 2009....

  *queenie*queenie*queenie*~ my dear girl~
   
  your friend *Holly* is feeling rant-rageous, angry and disappointed herself lately...  vent, vent, vent, darling, I'm with you... sometimes I really wonder what the fuck even prompts me to get out of bed in the AM ( and then sometimes I just don't get up)...but enough of my crap~
   
  I am truly sorry to hear about your brother's terrible accident (thank god he is alive ), and the effect it's having on you and your whole family. please know I am thinking of you and yours, sending you ((((hugs))))
  and wishing you some measure of~
   
  *~*~*PEACE*~*~*
   
  Love,
   
  Holly

• cntlvmenuf said on Apr 12, 2009....

  Oh honey.... rant away! Better out than in me thinks.
  
  It highly sucks that even when the heat should be on someone else...your brother...your mom still finds a way to make it your fault...it sounds like you can never do right by her. I think what you need to do is find a way not to care....realize that its not you who is the problem, but your mom is. Try to stop reacting to her coz that only fuels her fire to keep attacking you. They say the best way to repay negativity is with good... I betcha if you find a way to not hit the roof when it comes to your mom, even if you are justified to spit fire, she might not know how to deal with it.
  
  Alls I can say is try not to go under. Try not to think too much. Relax a little... go for a walk, find that one thing that you really enjoy and lose yourself in it when numbness threatens to overcome you. And its ok to feel the way you do. Don't apologize for being down, accept those feelings as it is much easier than fighting them....and realize that tomorrow is the dawn of a whole new day.
  

• crybabylu said on Apr 12, 2009....

  Try to hang in there a little bit longer, hun, and hopefully things will get better.  Glad no one was seriously hurt, but sorry about the accident.  {{prayers & hugs}}

• mOOn_platOOn said on Apr 12, 2009....

  O
   
  Your brother needs to replace the car. Don't talk to him again until he does.
   
  O

• CreativeWoman said on Apr 12, 2009....

  Hang in there, queen.
  
  I think that you and your mother argue so much because you are in the same pattern all the time.  You each react a certain way and that creates the argument in any given situation.  It you do something to break the pattern, it will ease things.  If you can find the book, The Dance Of Anger, I think it would really helpful to you.
  
  It's too bad that your brother had the accident.  Does your dad have insurance?  It sounds like a great loss to your family since your father worked so hard for it.  I hope your brother takes responsibility for what he has done.
  
  Keep searching.  You'll find your way.
  
  CW
  

• tonibell said on Apr 12, 2009....

  Queen: Parents are most often dissapointed in themselves when their children have problems.

• RollingC said on Apr 12, 2009....

  Queen.... I'm sorry about your problems but then looking at things on the bright side you can be thankful that it's not worse.  Your brother and his friends are ok and that's a mighty big thanks for a car can be replaced easily enough but not your brother or his friends.
  As far as jobs go the only advice that I can give you is to make a list of things that you wouldn't do ( like being a sewer maintenance personnel and going down into the sewers for example ) and then apply for everything else that is not on that list.
  Look into getting a licensed job.  For example...in South Florida there are a number of jobs that one can get goverment help in getting them.  Like being a truck driver for instance...there are schools that teach driving those babies and it's not cheap but once you do the class you get the license and then you qualify for a driving position but you can apply for government help and if you qualify they pay for all of the schooling. In some cases the government will pay a certain amount only.
  Another quite common job ( I've done it for years, it's a good back-up job) it's being a Security Guard.  Classes are easy and so are the requirements.  If you've been arrested then forget about it. 
  And a lot of it has to do with mind set.  If you have a negative attitude chances are that you'll have a difficult time finding a job so remember to stay positve.
  Sending you a big ((( HUG ))) and stay positive.
  Rc

• queenparanoia said on Apr 13, 2009....

  thank you guys for all your comment and support. were okay... well were coping... thank you guys...

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