The government has placed a lien on all our property. I am sick at heart and to my stomach. My guts feel like jelly. I can't stop shaking. I don't know if I will survive. There's been so much over the past four years. I am still in utter shock that my husband let things get to such a state and that I let him. Why did I trust someone else with something like that? Because there's been so much! Family illness. Family deaths. Family falling apart. Family travails.
My God, I can't stop shaking. I'm trying to remember how to breathe.
It's only money, it's said. It's only everything we have excepting family. Working people like us put most our effort into having. Now it may all be ripped away. Am I going to end up homeless? Wrecked? I work in local tax! They've said they won't fire me, but what if they change their minds? I'd love to not be in tax, but not this way.
I CAN'T STOP SHAKING!!!!
