As those of you in the habit of reading my pet's journal are probably aware, something we've been getting into recently is ageplay, and particularly Daddy/daughter roleplay.

This is something I've always found hot, and have had some experience with in the past- albeit as Daddy's little boy, rather than being a daddy myself. Still, the relationship between rose and I makes it pretty easy- completely natural, in fact- for me to get into the daddy role and see her as my beloved (and probably rather spoiled) little daughter. This is not something that surprised me, as I've naturally got inclinations towards being nurturing and protective of people, and especially people I'm close to. There is also the way rose's face lights up when she's in the role of my little girl- it's obvious the pleasure she takes in it, and her joy is utterly infectious.

What surprises me more is the intensity of the rush when the play becomes sexual. It's something I've been giving a bit of thought to the last few days, because it's something I'm having trouble understanding. Don't get me wrong, I know that the taboo has it's own appeal, and certainly the idea of fucking your own daughter while whispering in her ear about how she can't tell anyone what Daddy does with her lest they take her away from me is completely taboo to most people.

(insert note for the PC (political correctness, not you, Pusscat) crowd) This is a roleplayed fantasy between consenting people of legal age. I do not endorse child abuse for real. But if you think what my pet and I do in our own sex lives is your business, kindly fuck off, and do it right now. (rant over)

But there's something more to it than that, and more than the nurturing aspect above. I'm still trying to work out what it is. Certainly it extends beyond the sexual, but that's what I want to focus on. Any suggestions or ideas? Feedback or want to share similar experiences? Let me know.