so i have always had a fantasy, to have mad sex with an older man. i am gonna be 19 in may, and the guy i like is in his mid 40's. i know he likes me too. we were even thinking about a relationship. one that would be very sexual. however, i just found out recently, that he is married. we got in to a huge argument about it at work. and he left work early because of it. i was so upset!!! i couldnt believe that he lied to me. but now looking back on it, i can see why he didnt mention it. i am a 19 year old girl. it is probably something he only dreams about it. and it is about to escape his fingertips. should i still try to see him? should we go a head and have sex?? i see now that a relatinship is far fetched. cuz i cant commit to a cheater, but i wouldnt mind some good sex. should i ignore the fact he is married? what do you guys think??



