Hubby and I were talking today on the way to drop me off at work. He reminded me that we need tires on my car but we also need to pay the internet bill. "The tires are gonn cost $100. bucks and the internet bill is 150. So you decide what's more important. The internet or tires." Sigh...I just feel like I'm running after that carrot again. Sure I'm making more money than I did with my last job..but it seems not enough. I told him we'll get the tires and I'll just pay 50 bucks on the internet..that's the price of the internet so it's really no money lost. It may still get turned off..unless I can pay some more the next 2 weeks. Then ur cats need food and litter. Hubby likes to get the premium litter from Petco..I told him we're on a budget so we'll just have to go to Walmart..its basically the same damn stuff. He told me they'll have to wait til Thursday but for now, combine the litter into 1 box. (we have 2 litter boxes) and put the othe one away for now.
Hopefully he gets his settlement soon and it will be enough to get me a car and both of us new phones..He's always stated I'm getting a better car..I just have to be patient and wait and not get too frustrated. It's hard. I know he's stressed and nervous because he's started smoking cigarettes again. LIKE WE HAVE THE MONEY FOR THAT! I don't say anything because I'd rather him smoke than we start arguing over stupid. I'll be away from our house for 4 days this coming week. Maybe that will help. I sure hope so. Even though he gets on my last nerve sometimes..I do miss him when I'm away for even a day. We do just about everything together..we'll go to the store together..we have fun together. He just has to start taking his depression meds again and we'll be perfect. LOl.



