Didn't write after work last night cus i was physically and mentally exhausted. Another day another dollar same old fuckin shit. I go through these phases just about this time of year every year no matter the bar I work in at the time. I just get so burnt out I wanna cry, it's just that SPING is on it's way and I'd just rather be anywhere but cooped up in a bar with a bunch of drunk assholes, ya know. Any way felt like a piece of shit all day yesterday,shouldva been happy cus of winning the euchre tournament. But my daughter(age 7) had lost her tooth at school that day too and when I got home from the tournament I forgot to put the damn money under the pillow.I got woke up at 7:30 in the morning with
"mommy the tooth fairy didn't come" Guilt is not as good as a cupa coffee let me tell ya. God, what a shit I am. Last night I put the money under the pillow but the damage was done.
What's worse and is that this isn't the first time I've done this, my excuse before was 'well the tooth fairy doesn't work on Monday' this time I said she was sick. Bad mommy bad mommy. I'm firing myself as the tooth fairy for repeatedly disappointing the clients.
Anyway, my daughters are at my mamma's today and the hubby went to town so I'm gonna finish this post and clean my pig sty of a house, another thing I have neglected:(
later



