I'm scared.I'm realy vry scared.He wil b leavin in a few days...leavin dis place,dis city,dis Country.Its a question of his career.I know he loves me a lot...wid al his heart...i trust him more than myslf...i wont stop him...i'l jus pray 2 god 2 keep him safe nd sound.i cannot accompany him there.we are too young to marry.he's jus startd his career& i want him 2 persue it as i want 2 persue my own 2.....he'l b comin bck...i knw he wil...i kip tellin myslf...remindin myslf...of his lov,his care,tendernes,concern...i put up a brave front and tel him nothin can go wrong...so wat if d astrologers predicted somethng else 4 us...i scold myslf as try 2 drive away d negatve tots 4m my head...yet at d end of d day,in d darknes of d nite,alone in my bed..i cling 2 my pillow as if its him,as if i'm lyng thre safe in his arms,attuned 2 d rhythm of his heartbeats....its jus a few months,i convnce myslf..d days wil jus breeze past...and on 1 such nite i'l b restles & shivering wid joy in d anticipation of his return...til then i'l write him lov poems,read his mails evryday,caress his photos,visit our fav places,and go up 2 my terrace evry nite & wish on d stars 2 kip him healthy&happy...