Questions go unanswered, words remain unspoken, the silence enveloping the confusion. The beats of the heart, the steady uncomplicated rhythm of life attempts to make itself heard. Coordinating all movements, decisions and considerations peacefully. Every flicker of the eye, every yes or no and every thought of you being carefully planned to occur at the right moment, the time when it will result in an equal reaction in your being.

As I sit and ponder about how it is I feel, every thought and dream falling into my psyche like fat raindrops, increasing in speed as they drop, exploding into my consciousness and ballooning, other thoughts being compressed into nothingness. The liquid thoughts morphing into you; your face, your voice, your breath, your laugh, your heartbeat. All other things becoming insignificant. My thoughts of you transforming into the the moon, something to aim for, keeps my blood flowing, my heart beating, my eyes smiling. All other things, the stars, always in the background, but exactly that, the background. Unable to compete with the power and awe inducing beauty of my fore thoughts.

Ask me who I am and I'll pause, I'll consider and I'll smile. I am who you allow me to be, I am who my heart regulates and my mind processes. I am the sounds and melodies I hear, the views and images I see, the scents and aromas I smell and every flavor of life I taste. I change from day to day, my soul being unexpectedly rediscovered every time I talk to you. I am whatever it is you are able find in me. I am my heartbeat, my thoughts and you.