I just wanted to drop in and say that I still exist and give a quick "hello" and maybe an update if there is anything to update on. I'm sure there is...after all, it has been a while.
First things first:
Little Daily
She is doing very well. I cannot believe my baby girl will be six in 2 weeks! Remember when she was 2...or was it 3 when I started here? She did give me a scare twice last week, saying her heart hurt. Of course I overreacted and the child had heartburn!!! I don't even know if she's really sure that her heart is on the left side...she was pointing to the right side. I wasn't taking any chances. For the LAST time we will be heading to Disney for her birthday. I SWEAR...THIS IS IT! No more!
Mother-in-law:
She's still alive. She invited everyone in her family down to Florida. The kicker...we're paying to rent a house there. It was supposed to be just the three of us, now there will be 8 of us. Nice of her to not offer to go in on the rental since she royally screwed up my plan to just RELAX and it'll be near impossible with her there. I care not to hear her and her boyfriend swapping insults with each other...especially in front of the kids. I just hope things don't go nuclear! She's a pig with keeping things straightened out, I am not. The OCD is still in full effect so she best watch herself if she puts a dish in the sink and walks away! ;-)
Anxiety:
Still have it. I've come to terms with the fact that I always will. I accepted that.
Back issues:
Pfft...I accept that I will always have them. I'm now boxing with a personal trainer to get me to use parts of my body that were not being used, but should have been, because I was learning to work those other parts to get relief in my back. I'm pretty much being physically stripped down to nothing and starting from the bottom up. It only creates more pain...but hopefully in the end it will be a big benefit.
Nightmares:
Still have those...they get worse around this time of year. Little Daily's birthday. I have flashbacks play like movies over and over in my mind.
Therapy:
Haven't gone in a while. Boxing is actually therapy for me. I can't punch my shrink, but I can punch my trainer. LOL! Every punch that lands has a certain negative in my life in the "BOOM" and strike my trainer or the pads.
Mr. Daily:
He still works non stop. Had to take a cut in salary in order to keep his job during the layoffs. His boss was not spared and we miss him...yes, I do too. He did so much for us when Little D. had her operation.
Family:
As of right now, they're all doing well...thank goodness.
House:
We took it off the market last year and I have come to terms with being stuck here for quite some time.
I think that's about it for now! I miss you guys and I'll try to come back more often.
{{{HUGS}}}
Daily
