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Do they see through
The weight loss
The dark eyes
Why do they compliment my weight loss
Do they just refuse to see
The fabrication
The lies
They must know
They don't want to know?
On my last legs now
Family contempt
Immediate family - there's nothing we can do
They think
Lost
Lost in a world of billions of people
I am alone
Why can't death come...
Please
Please
Please
I am tired of lying
What will they say if they really know
What's happening to me?
What a f'ing life.

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  • diabolicdame said on Mar 13, 2009....
    You deserve better and you can make it happen. There is always a way out into hope. Hang on.. and please talk to somebody.. just to get it off your chest if nothing else.
  • diabolicdame said on Mar 13, 2009....
    You know what.. even in a world of billions of people.. theres only one you.. and you are important to a lot more people than you think.. you are not lost.. maybe out of touch with yourself? There must be a way out of the trap.. keep looking for it..

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I feel so sad today, i can't quite put my finger on why though, which is kind of annoying....
Depression is an awful medical condition that affects a huge proportion of adults at some point in their life....
Depression is a multitude of different actions that together cause one big reaction, the chemical imbalance that causes depression....
Depression can affect up to one if six people at some point in their lifetime yet we still don't understand what really makes depression happen....
Danger Zone....