Today, as I was driving home from picking up lunch for me and my sister, it just hit me that we are already in March. School is over in 3 months and I haven't really lived the way I've been wanting to. Going out, stressing about the little things, fighting with "friends". It all gets old. Sure, I've been having fun, but it all hasn't been with the friends that I don't have. Everything I do, I take it all for granted. Right now, I wish for a lot of time back. I still can't believe we are in March. Its fucking crazy! I talked to my "bad boy friend" about it, and he said, "Well, everyday that goes by, is less a day to Graduation." Yeah for him. Things don't hit me right away. I hate that. Its like I have no time to prepare for it. Well, I do but I don't try to prepare. Maybe I will work on that.